She and her priest belonged to a class more numerous than many of my
readers would easily believe, a great part of whose religion consists
in arrogating to themselves exclusive privileges, and another great
part in defending their supposed rights from the intrusion of others.
The thing does not look such to them, of course, but the repulsiveness
of their behavior to those who cannot use the same religious phrases,
indicating the non-adoption of their particular creed, compels others
so to conclude concerning their religion. Doubtless they would say
for themselves, "We do but as God has taught us; we believe but as
he has told us; we exclude whom he has excluded, and admit whom he
has admitted." But, alas for that people! the god of whose worship is
altogether such a one as themselves, or worse; whose god is paltry,
shallow-minded and full of party spirit; who sticks to a thing
_because_ he has said it, accepts a man because of his assent, and
condemns him because of his opinions; who looks no deeper than a man's
words to find his thoughts, and no deeper than his thoughts to find his
will! True, they are in the hands of another God than that of their
making, and such offenses must come; yet, alas for them! for they are
of the hardest to redeem into the childhood of the kingdom.
I do not say that Mrs. Worboise began to see her sin as such, when the
desolation of Thomas's disappearance fell upon her, but the atmosphere
of her mind began to change, and a spring-season of mother's feelings
to set in. How it came about I cannot explain. I as well as any of
my readers might have felt as if Mrs. Worboise were almost beyond
redemption; but it was not so. _Her_ redemption came in the revival
of a long suppressed motherhood. Her husband's hardness and want of
sympathy with her sufferings had driven her into the arms of a party
of exclusive _Christians_, whose brotherhood consisted chiefly, as
I have already described it, in denying the great brotherhood, and
refusing the hand of those who followed not with them. They were led
by one or two persons of some social position, whose condescending
assumption of superiority over those that were without was as offensive
as absurd, and whose weak brains were their only excuse. The worst
thing of this company was that it was a company. In many holding
precisely the same opinions with them, those opinions are comparatively
harmless, because they are more directly counteracted by the sacred
influences of God's world and the necessities of things, which are very
needful to prevent, if possible, self-righteous Christians from sending
themselves to a deeper hell than any they denounce against their
neighbors. But when such combine themselves into an esoteric school,
they foster, as in an oven or a forcing-pit, all the worst distinctions
for the sake of which they separate themselves from others. All that
was worst in poor Mrs. Worboise was cherished by the companionship of
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