He did not say, "I waited to walk home."
"How was he so late? You must have left the office hours ago."
"He had some extra business to finish."
It was business of his own, not office business; and Tom finding out
that he would be walking home a couple of hours later, had arranged to
join him that he might have this account to give of himself.
"You know I do not like you to be too much with that young man. He is
not religious. In fact, I believe him to be quite worldly. Does he ever
go to church?"
"I don't know, mother. He's not a bad sort of fellow."
"He is a bad sort of fellow, and the less you are with him the better."
"I can't help being with him in the office, you know, mother."
"You need not be with him after office hours."
"Well, no; perhaps not. But it would look strange to avoid him."
"I thought you had more strength of character, Thomas."
"I--I--I spoke very seriously to him this morning, mother."
"Ah! That alters the case, if you have courage to speak the truth to
him."
At that moment the door opened, and the curate of St. Solomon's was
announced. Mrs. Worboise was always at home to him, and he called
frequently, both because she was too great an invalid to go to church,
and because they supposed, on the ground of their employing the same
religious phrases in their conversation, that they understood each
other. He was a gentle, abstracted youth, with a face that looked as
if its informing idea had been for a considerable period sat upon by
something ungenial. With him the profession had become everything,
and humanity never had been anything, if not something bad. He walked
through the crowded streets in the neighborhood with hurried step
and eyes fixed on the ground, his pale face rarely brightening with
recognition, for he seldom saw any passing acquaintance. When he did,
he greeted him with a voice that seemed to come from far-off shores,
but came really from a bloodless, nerveless chest, that had nothing to
do with life, save to yield up the ghost in eternal security, and send
it safe out of it. He seemed to recognize none of those human relations
which make the blood mount to the face at meeting, and give strength to
the grasp of the hand. He would not have hurt a fly; he would have died
to save a malefactor from the gallows, that he might give him another
chance of repentance. But mere human aid he had none to bestow; no
warmth, no heartening, no hope.
Mr. Simon bowed solemnly, and shook hands with Mrs. Worboise.
"How are you to-night, Mrs. Worboise?" he said, glancing round the
room, however. For the only sign of humanity about him was a certain
weak admiration of Amy Worboise, who, if tried by his own tests, was
dreadfully unworthy even of that. For she was a merry girl, who made
great sport of the little church-mouse, as she called him.
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