"No! no!" she cried, covering her face with her hands. "Request no
explanation, for, I--I cannot give it. It would be fatal."
"But why?" I asked, for it was a cruel and bitter disappointment. All
my hopes had been shattered in those brief moments.
"From the day we first met I have known we loved one another," she said
slowly, "yet it would have been better had we never become acquainted,
since it causes pain to both."
"But, surely, if you love me, Vera, this obstacle can be removed! Tell
me what it is; if a secret, it will be safe with me," I said earnestly.
She dashed the tears from her eyes, and with an effort stood erect
before me, saying:
"No! it is impossible. Think no more of marriage, Frank; regard me only
as a dear friend who loves you."
"Then you will not tell me why we cannot marry?" I said, gravely,
rising and taking her hand.
"It--it is a secret. I would rather die than divulge it; though, some
day, perhaps, the circumstances will alter, and I shall be at liberty to
tell you everything. For the present we love one another, but it must
end there; marriage is entirely out of the question."
I saw it was useless to press for any further explanation. Evidently
she was prepared for any self-sacrifice, to protect her secret, because,
when finding herself wavering, she had summoned all her strength, and
with a mighty effort overcame her emotion, resolutely giving her answer.
As we rose and turned towards the city, a circumstance, slight in
itself, occurred, which afterwards caused me not a little perturbation
and surprise, and which considerably enhanced the mystery surrounding
the fair Russian.
We were passing a buttress of the fort when my attention was arrested by
what appeared to be a man standing bolt upright in the shadow.
I was too engrossed with thoughts of our _tete-a-tete_ to allow the
discovery of an eavesdropper--probably only a peasant--to cause me any
alarm, but, seeing my eyes upon him, for I had halted to make sure, the
figure suddenly drew from the shadow, and, with its face averted from
the moonlight, walked rapidly away.
Vera, uttering an exclamation of surprise or alarm,--which it was I
could not tell--seized my arm with a convulsive energy that caused me no
small pleasure at the feeling of dependence it implied, and drew a deep
breath.
"Do you know him?" I asked.
"No, no; not at all," she quickly replied. "He might have heard us; but
never mind."
I endeavoured to learn the cause of her alarm thinking that so much
agitation could not be created by such a trivial circumstance; but
whether my knowledge of feminine nature was imperfect, or whether she
knew who the listener was, and concealed his identity, I could not
learn, her answers being of the most evasive kind.
It was plain that the fact of our being discovered together had caused
her the greatest consternation, and I was considerably puzzled to assign
to this a reason.
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