_Torture till death_! This, then, was my sentence! The words were
continually passing through my brain, attacking me whilst waking, and
intruding themselves upon my spasmodic attempts to sleep; appearing in
my dreams in all their hideousness.
Even when I awakened to realise the terrible reality that surrounded me,
those four bare walls, coarse clothes, straw pallet, and the monotonous
tramp of the sentry in the corridor outside my door, the words rang a
continuous, demoniacal chorus in my ears. _Torture till death_!
In my solitary confinement I naturally began to seek some means by which
to occupy attention and divert my mind from the unjust and horrible
sentence.
One matter interested me in a dreamy, indifferent way. It was the
inscriptions that had been traced upon the damp walls of my gloomy cell,
presumably by former occupants.
Having been in darkness so long, I had developed an acute sensitiveness
in the tips of my fingers, almost in the same manner as the blind; and
for recreation I took to groping about, feeling the indentations upon
the stone, and trying to sketch their appearance mentally.
Hours--nay, days--I spent in this grim but interesting occupation,
studying carefully the initials, dates, and other inscriptions, and
after I had formed a correct picture in my imagination, I would sit
down, wondering by whose hand those letters had been graven; what was
the prisoner's crime; and how long he had lived in that terrible tomb.
The persons who had been confined there before me must have been legion,
for the walls seemed literally covered with words and symbols, some well
defined, others only scratched roughly and almost obliterated by the
thick slime which covered them. So interested was I in their study
that, after a short time, I had gained a pretty accurate knowledge of
the appearance and position of most of them. Some had written their
names in full, with the date; one had drawn a gallows, and many had
inscribed lines of words like poetry, but as they were in Russian I was
unable to read them.
I confess, though I gave up the greater portion of every day to the
investigation of the self-executed epitaphs of those who had gone
before, I made but little progress in their meaning.
Still, they served to occupy my time, and for that alone I was thankful.
I had gone methodically to work in my strange researches, commencing at
the door, and taking them one by one from the floor upwards, as far as I
could reach. The advancement I made was not great; in fact, I was
purposely slow, and took a considerable time over the examination of
each one, because I wanted my task to last as long as possible.
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