"Yes, one that must be kept at all hazards, alas! Therefore promise not
to cause inquiries to be made, or it will be myself who will be the
sufferer. Do promise me this?" she implored.
"If what you say is true," I replied, "you may rely upon my silence,
though I think, in the interests of our friendship, you should tell me
what you know."
"I wish I could. I know I am not _hors de blame_, for I deceived you
when I said I was under my uncle's thrall. It is true he holds power
over me, but not in the way I suggested."
"How, then?"
"Ah, it is part of the secret. Some day, perhaps, you may know--not
now. I had a set purpose in asking you to go to Russia to perform that
commission you so kindly undertook, yet it was in desperation that I
asked you--the man who was to have been my husband."
"And I shall bitterly remember the experience until my dying day," I
remarked.
"Yes! it is only natural that you should feel disgusted at what you
conceive is my treachery. It is but another result of the fatal step--I
mean of the cursed circumstances in which I am placed. I cannot hope
for your forgiveness, for I dare not explain. On every side," she
exclaimed disconsolately, with a vehement gesture of the hands, "I am
watched and surrounded, hemmed in with difficulties, absolutely
prevented from--"
"From telling me the object for which you sent me to Russia, when you
knew it was a dangerous errand, likely to cost me my life? How can you
expect that I should love you as I did with this terrible enigma
unsolved?"
She remained silent.
For a moment I thought she was on the point of telling me all, when,
with a look of piteous appeal, she threw herself at my knees and raised
my hands to her lips.
"Frank," she murmured, so low that it was only by bending forward that I
could catch the words, "why do you ask? Is it because you love me, or--
or--is it from mere curiosity you inquire?"
"Because I love you, Vera."
"Then," raising her beautiful face to my own, with a smile of hope,
"then--trust me, Frank, and, in the future, when things have altered,
you shall know _all_!"
"This is trifling," I said stiffly, raising her to her feet. "You ask
me to trust you because I love you; if you care for me, why not trust
me, and confide this trouble to one who would do so much for you?"
"Cannot you wait, Frank, for--for even a short time? Can you never
think that it was by pure force of circumstances that I was compelled to
practise deceit towards you? I have known of your return since the day
of the murder--that is--I mean since the first hour you set foot in
England, but I had not the courage to face you because I knew I deserved
forgiveness so little."
"If this is all you have to say," I responded, rising, and taking up my
stick and hat, as if going, "we may as well part. Force of
circumstances may be compelling you to deceive me now."
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