"No, never. You love me truly, I know. No man who did not would have
married me with appearances so much against me as they were. I am
world-weary, tired of the wandering life I have led, and glad to be with
you here--always. I swear I will ever be good and faithful to you," and
a light of great contentment shone in her eyes.
It was enough. I desired no more, for my cup of happiness was filled,
and with all my heart I worshipped my wife as an angel of goodness and
purity. Ah! if we men could but remember that there is no beauty
beneath the skin, that a soft tongue is not an outward sign of genuine
affection in that crisis in our lives when we take a woman for our wife,
how many brief fools' paradises should we avoid, how many hours, nay
years of trouble and unhappiness, how much shame, how many broken
hearts!
Alas! my bliss was but short-lived, for very soon the glamour fell from
my eyes, and I made discoveries of a nature so horrible that I would
gladly have given all I possessed as a ransom for my freedom.
Love is blind, 'tis true, but jealousy has a thousand eyes which
hideously distort that which is seen, at the same time eating into our
hearts like a corrosive acid, with results almost as dire. Yet what
greater calamity could befall a man than to discover his wife's perfidy,
and to know that while she smiles and caresses him she is conspiring
with others to bring about his death?
Fate decreed that such position, ere long, should be mine.
One morning, after we had been at Elveham several weeks, the post-bag
contained a letter addressed to Vera, which I handed to her. There was
nothing extraordinary in this, as she received many letters from
friends, some of which bore the Russian stamp. But the postmark of this
particular one was remarkable, inasmuch as it was from Oundle, a town
but a few miles distant, where I knew none of her acquaintances resided.
Hastily glancing at its superscription, she turned pale and became
visibly agitated; then glancing at me, as if to assure herself I had not
noticed her anxiety, she broke the envelope and read the contents,
afterwards thrusting it hurriedly into her pocket, evidently trying to
hide it from my sight.
I am constrained to confess that in my then mood I attached but little
importance to the matter, and not until subsequent events had occurred
did I remember it, though I remarked inwardly that during the remainder
of the day she seemed nervously anxious, and about her face there was a
strange, careworn expression, such as I had only once before seen--on
the night of our interview at Richmond.
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