"How could he be so stupid?" she cried. "I hope you took them away from
him."
"Oh, no. I sent the guinea. They must be published. Pauline, I must have
done something soon or I shall go mad! Surely you see the funny side of
his offer? I think the notion of my expecting to get five shillings
apiece out of a lot of readers, and my only reader's getting a guinea
out of me is funny. I think it's quite humorous."
"Nothing is funny to me that hurts you," Pauline murmured. "And I'm
heartbroken about the books."
"Oh, when I'm rich I can buy plenty."
"But not the same books."
"That's mere sentiment," he laughed. "And the only sentiment I allow
myself is in connection with things that you have sanctified."
Then he told her about the flowers pressed in the two volumes of Dante,
both in that same fifth canto.
"And almost you know," Guy whispered, "I value most the ragged robin,
because it commemorates the day you really began to love me."
"Ah, no," she protested. "Guy, don't say that. I always loved you, but I
was shy before. I could not tell you. Sometimes, I wish I were shy now.
It would make our love so much less of a strain."
"Is it a strain?"
"Oh, sometimes," she cried nearly in tears, her light brown hair upon
his shoulder. "Oh, yes, yes, Guy. I can't bear to feel.... I'm
frightened sometimes, and when Mother has been cross with me, I've not
known what to do. Guy, you won't ever ask me to come out again at
night?"
"Not if it worries you afterward."
"Oh, yes, it has, it has. Guy, when shall we be married?"
"This year. It shall be this year," he vowed. "Let us believe that,
Pauline. You do believe that?"
"Oh, Guy, I adore you so wildly. It must be this year. My darling, my
darling, this year ... let it be this year."
Guy doled out very carefully the £35 he had accumulated by the sale of
his books. Lampard and Clary had to be content with £7 apiece. Five more
creditors received £4, or rather one of them only £3 19s., so that the
guinea left over could be put back into the current account for poetic
justice. There was for the present nothing more to do but await the
verdict of Worrall's reader, and in a fortnight Guy heard from the
publisher to say this had been favourable enough to make Mr. Worrall
wish to see him in order to discuss the matter of publication. Guy was
much excited and rushed across to the Rectory in a festivity of
hopefulness. He had wired to say he would be in London next day, and all
that evening the name of Worrall was lauded until round his unknown
personality shone the aureole of a wise and benevolent saint. There
seemed no limit to what so discerning a publisher might not do for Guy,
and he and Pauline became to themselves and to her family the hero and
heroine of such an adventure as never had been. In the course of the
evening Guy had an opportunity of talking to Margaret, and for the first
time for a long while he availed himself of it.
"Are you really going to talk to me then?" she asked in mock surprize.
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