Pauline's bedroom was immediately over the nursery; but so roundabout
was the construction of the Rectory that, to reach the one from the
other, all sorts of corridors and twisting stairways had to be passed;
and when finally she flung herself down in her small armchair she was
breathless. Soon, however, the tranquillity of the room restored her.
The faded blue linen so cool to her cheeks quieted all the passionate
indignation. On the wall Saint Ursula asleep in her bed seemed
inconsistent with a proud rage; nor did Tobit laughing in the angel's
company encourage her to sulk. Therefore almost before Guy had taken off
his wet overcoat, Pauline had rushed downstairs again; had kissed
Margaret; and had put three stitches in the tail of the scarlet bird
that occupied her tambour-frame. Certainly when he came into the
drawing-room she was as serene as her two sisters, and much more serene
than Mrs. Grey, who had just discovered that she had carefully made the
tea without a spoonful in the pot, besides mislaying a bottle of
embrocation she had spent the afternoon in finding for an old
parishioner's rheumatism.
Pauline, however, soon began to worry herself again because Guy was
surely avoiding her most deliberately, and not merely avoiding her but
paying a great deal of attention to Margaret. Of course she was glad for
him to like Margaret, but Richard out in India must be considered. She
could not forget that promise she had made to Richard last June, when
they were paddling upstream into the sunset. Guy was charming; in a way
she could be almost as fond of him as of Richard, but what would she say
to Richard if she let Guy carry off Margaret? Besides, it was unkind not
to have a word for her when she was always such a good listener to his
tales of Miss Peasey, and when they could always laugh together at the
same absurdities of daily life. Perhaps he had felt that Margaret, who
had been so critical over his curtains, must be propitiated--and yet now
he was already going without a word to herself: he was shaking hands
with her so formally that, though she longed to teaze him for wearing
silk socks with those heavy brogues, she could not. He seemed to be
angry with her ... surely he was not angry because she had hailed him
from the window.
"What was the matter with Guy?" she asked when he was gone, and when
everybody looked at her sharply, Pauline felt herself on fire with
blushes; made a wild stitch in the tail of the scarlet bird; and then
rushed away to look for the lost embrocation, refusing to hear when they
called after her that Mother had been sitting on it all the afternoon.
The windows along the corridors were inky blue, almost turning black, as
she stared at them, half frightened in the unlighted dusk: outside, the
noise of the rain was increasing every moment. She would sit up in her
bedroom till dinner-time and write a long letter to India. By
candlelight she wrote to Richard, seated at the small desk that was full
of childish things.
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