"Oh, no I'm not, oh, no, no, Monica dearest, I'm not," Pauline
contradicted hurriedly. "No, really I'm very horrid. And, you know, when
I'm bored I'm sure I show it. Oh dear, I hope the Strettons didn't
notice I was bored. Mrs. Stretton was so touching with the things they
had brought back from Madeira, and I do hate things people bring back
from places like Madeira."
"And when you're not bored with anybody," said Monica, "you're rather
apt to make that too obvious also."
"Monica, why are you saying that?" Pauline asked with wide-open eyes.
"Even supposing Guy is in love with you," said Monica, slowly blowing
out the candles on the dressing-table as she spoke, so that nothing was
left but the rosy gas, "I don't think it's necessary to show him quite
so clearly that you're in love with _him_.
"Monica!"
"Darling little sister, I do so want you ... oh, how can I put it? Well,
you know, when you break the time in a trio, as you sometimes do...."
"But I'm not in love with Guy," Pauline interrupted. "At least, oh,
Monica, why do you choose a house like this to tell me such things?" she
asked with tears and blushes fighting in her countenance.
"Pauline, it's only that I want you to keep in time."
"I can't possibly stay with the Strettons another five days," declared
Pauline in deepest gloom. "You ought not to say things like that here."
She was looking round this strange bedroom for the comfort of familiar
pictures, but there was nothing on these pink walls except a view of the
Matterhorn. Monica was kneeling to say her prayers, and in the stillness
the frost outside seemed to be pressing against the window-panes.
Pauline thought it was rather unfair of Monica to fade like this into
unearthly communications; and she knelt down to pray somewhat vagrant
prayers into the quilted eiderdown that symbolized the guest-room's
luxurious chill. She longed to look up in aspiration and behold Saint
Ursula in that tall bed of hers or cheerful Tobit walking with his dog
in the angel's company, and in the corner her own desk that was full of
childish things. She rose from her knees at the same moment as Monica,
who at once began to talk lightly of the tiresome people at dinner and
seemed utterly unconscious of having wounded Pauline's thoughts. Yet
when the room was dark, for a long while these wounded thoughts danced
upon the wintry air that breathed of Wychford. '_Even supposing Guy is
in love with you._' It was curious that she could not feel very angry
with Monica. '_Even supposing Guy is in love with you._' It really
seemed a pity to fall asleep: it was like falling asleep when music was
being played.
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