Outside in the corridor the cuckoo snapped the half-hour: then it seemed
to tick faster and a thousand times faster. She must turn away from Guy,
and as she turned she saw that what had been fretting the window-pane
was a spray of yellow jasmine. Upon the cheek that was turned from him
the dipping sun shed a warm glow, but the one nearer was a flame of
fire.
"Pauline!"
He had knelt beside her in that moment; and leaning over to his
nearness, Pauline looked down at her hand in his, as if she were gazing
at a flower which had been gathered.
SPRING
_March_
The doubts and the joys of the future broke upon Guy with so wide and
commingled a vision, that before the others got home and even before
Janet came in with tea he hurried away from that nursery, where over the
half-stilled echoes of childhood he had heard the sigh of Pauline's
assent. The practical side of what he had done could be confronted
to-morrow, and with a presage of hopelessness the word might have lain
heavily upon his mind, if on the instant of sinking it had not been
radiantly winged with the realization of the indestructible spirit that
would henceforth animate all the to-morrows of time. No day could now
droop for him, whatever the difficulties it brought, whatever the
hazards, when he had Pauline and Pauline's heart: and like disregarded
moments the years of their life went tumbling down into eternity, as the
meaning of that sighed out assent broke upon his conscience with fresh
glory.
"You'll tell your mother to-night?" he asked. "I think Margaret will
know when she sees your shining eyes."
"Are my eyes shining?"
"Ah, don't you know they are, when you look into mine?"
Guy could have proclaimed that he and she were stars flashing to one
another across a stupendous night; but there were no similes that did
not seem tawdry when he threw them round Pauline.
"Child, child, beloved child," he whispered; and his voice faltered for
the pitiful inadequacy of anything that he could call her. What words
existed, with whatever tenderness uttered, with whatever passion
consecrated by old lovers, that would not still be words, when they were
used for Pauline? Guy watched for a moment the cheek that was closer to
his lips write in crimson the story of her love. He wished he could tell
his love for her with even the hueless apograph of such a signal; and
yet, since anything he said was only worthy of utterance in so far as
she by this ebb and flow of response made it worthy, why should he
trouble that cheek which, sentient now as a rose of the sun, hushed all
but wonder.
"Good-bye."
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