Now renew your sorrow for all your past sins, and
say after me, _O my God--because by my sins I have deserved hell--and
have lost my claim to heaven--I am truly sorry that I have offended
Thee--and I firmly resolve--by Thy Grace--to avoid sin for the time to
come.--O my God--because Thou art infinitely Good--and Most Worthy of
all love--I grieve from my heart for having sinned against Thee--and
I purpose--by Thy Grace--never more to offend Thee for the time to
come_.... ego te absolvo ✠ in Nomine Patris et Filj et Spiritus
Sancti. Amen. Go in peace and pray for me."
* * * * *
When, a couple of hours later, George actually found himself
door-keeper, reader, exorcist, and acolyth, he noted also with some
exasperation that he was in his usual nasty morning temper. He sat
down to breakfast with the cardinal and the bishop in anything but
a cheerful frame of mind. They had said a few civil kind-like words
to him after the ceremonies: _ad multos annos_ and a sixpenny rosary
emanated from his new ordinary: but, in the refectory, they left him
to himself while they ate their eggs-and-bacon discussing the news of
the day. He chose a cup of coffee, and soaked some fingers of toast
in it. His idea was to bring himself into harmony with his novel
environment. Environment meant so much to him. Now, he no longer was
an irresponsible vagrant atom, floating in the void at his own will,
or driven into the wilderness by some irresistible human cyclone:
but an officer of a potent corporation, subject to rule, a man under
authority. His pose was to be as simple and innocuous as possible,
alertly to wait for orders; and, at the present moment, to win a merit
from a contemplation of the honour which was his in being received as
a guest at the cardinalitial table. He turned his head to the left,
wondering whether mere accident had placed him at His Eminency's right
hand where the light from the window fell full upon him. He studied the
singularly distinct features of his diocesan, who was reading from the
_Times_ of the outbreak of revolution in France, where General Andrè's
army-reforms of 1902, the blatant scandalous venality of Combes and
Pelletan, and the influence of that frightful society of school-boys
called _Les Frères de la Côte_, had thrown the military power into the
hands of Jaurès and his anarchists, revived the Commune, and broken off
diplomatic relations with the Powers. Dreadful! His Eminency feared
that he would be obliged to return to Rome by the sea-route, unless,
perhaps, he could go comfortably through Germany. Oh, very dreadful!
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