Notwithstanding his natural hypersensibility, that peculiar individual
did not become the plaything of his emotions until some time after
the event which brought them into action. At the moment when blows
or blessings fell upon him, he rarely was conscious of more than a
crab is conscious of when its shell is struck or stroked. Later, when
he deliberately set himself to analyse consequences, all his senses
throbbed and tingled. But, at first, he was wont to act, on the impulse
certainly:--but to act. Having acquainted himself with the contents of
the envelope, he took out his beloved Waterman, saying "I'm sure Your
Eminency will let me have the pleasure of writing my first cheque here."
He handed to the cardinal a draft for five thousand pounds, payable to
bearer. It afterwards occurred to him that he could have taken no more
cynical way of testing the reality of this fortune. He felt ashamed
of himself, for he hated cynicism. The act itself merely was the act
of a man awakening from a vivid dream and automatically doing what he
had resolved, before falling asleep, to do. In effect, it was by way
of being a pinch of a kind to himself. There was no doubt whatever
but that it was a pinch of another kind to the cardinal. Followed
alternately disclaimers, stolidity, embarrassment, humility, unction:
the cheque went into the bureau, the cheque-book and the bank-book into
the pocket of George's jacket.
And now, what was the extent of his theological studies? His general
knowledge of course was unexceptional: but special--knowledge theology?
Well, in Dogma he had done the treatises _On Grace_--"a very difficult
treatise, Mr. Rose"--and _On the Church_--"a very important treatise,
Mr. Rose;"--and in Moral Theology he had read Lehmkuhl, especially _On
the Eucharist_ and _On Penance_,--"nothing could be better, Mr. Rose."
These had been the subjects of the professorial lectures at Maryvale.
During the years which had elapsed since then, he had read them again
and again, until he thought he had them at his fingers' ends. As for
Cardinal Franzelin's _De Ecclesia_ (that was the Maryvale text-book),
he found it one of the most fascinating books in the world. In fact,
it was a regular bedside book of his: and by this time he knew it by
heart. Being a man of letters, of course he would like to enlarge
it a little, to put a gloss upon it here and there, perhaps even to
expand the thesis at certain points. St. Augustine's _Encheiridion_ was
another favourite book. And St. Anselm's _Cur Deus Homo_ was another.
His reading was extensive and curious: but, sad to say, desultory
and unsystematic, because undirected. He had read the standard works
as a matter of duty: but he had made a far more exhaustive study of
obscure writers. The occult, white magic _bien entendue_, was intensely
interesting, the book on _Demoniality_ by Fr. Sinistrari of Ameno, for
example. Perhaps it would be desirable for him to tabulate the sum
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