The student several times was at the point of closing the book from
sheer annoyance. Only the knowledge that he had nothing else to do,
and the desire to gain instruction, caused him to persevere. His
temper only was logical in so far as it endowed him with the faculty
of pursuance. He began many things: he followed them: oftentimes
the influence of Luna on his environment obliged him to pause: but
invariably he returned to them--even after long years he returned to
them--; and then, slowly, surely, he concluded what he had begun. He
had tenacity--the feline pertinacity of vigorous untainted English
blood. Cigarette after cigarette he rolled, and smoked. He frequently
turned back and read a chapter over again. Flavio mewed for admittance.
He took him on his knee: and continued reading, stroking the little
cat meanwhile, tickling his larynx till he purred content. So the dull
March afternoon passed. At five, the maid brought a tray containing
black coffee and dripping toast. At half-past six, he took a bath and
attended to his appearance, execrating the pain of his swollen arm and
the difficulty of keeping it out of the water. He dined at half-past
seven on some soup, and haricot-beans with butter, and a baked apple.
Meanwhile he counted the split infinitives in the day's _Pall Mall
Gazette_. When he was adolescent, an Oxford tutor had said of him that
he possessed a critical faculty of no mean order. At the time, he had
not understood the saying perfectly: but he cultivated the faculty.
He taught himself in a very bitter school, the arts of selection and
discrimination, and the art of annihilating rubbish. To this perhaps
was due his complete psychical detachment from other men. He trod upon
so many worms. And few things are more exasperating than a man of whom
it truly may be said "A chiel's amang ye takin' notes." After dinner,
he returned to his attic with his cup and the coffee-pot: and resumed
his task. In time, he forgot the pain of his arm: he even forgot the
usual terrified anticipation of the late postman's knock, such was his
faculty for concentration. He smoked cigarettes and sipped black coffee
now and then, oblivious of Flavio who returned from a walk about eleven
and promptly went to sleep on the foot of the bed. A little after
midnight, he reached the end of the book: turned back and examined the
last chapter again; and put it down.
"Yes," he said, "she's a dear good woman. Her book--well--her book is
cheap, awkward, vulgar,--but it's good. It's unpalteringly ugly and
simple and good. Evidently it's best to be good. It pays.... Anyhow
it's bound to pay in the long run."
He pushed Flavio's chair to the wall near the door: by its side he
placed the wash-stand from the left of his armchair. He disposed
the armchair also against the wall, leaving a cleared space of
garret-coloured drugget between the dead fire and the bed. This was his
gymnasium.
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