Spouses -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
Cecily stored her memory with very beautiful things during the first
days of marriage. There were times when she walked in an exalted dream.
She had become immensely conscious of herself. It seemed to her that she
could not walk unnoticed on the street--the glory of her happiness must
show to other people. Fear, the strange fears in her contemplation of
her marriage, the nervous fears during the ceremony had been blown away
in a very wind of happiness. She had no care, no thought except Dick and
their amazing joy in each other. They had gone to New York and then,
after a few days, motored up the Hudson, keeping to the State road only
as the fancy took them and wandering off for half days along country
by-ways, leading through valleys of farms and steep little towns set on
hills. Through the long evenings of slow twilight they drove by the
river, and when it was dark there was some hotel or road house
transformed by the magic of the journey into a hospitable inn for
wayfarers. And night came and they were in strange rooms but always with
the new warmth of intimacy contrasting with the strangeness of the
setting and making them closer together. So on through a golden month--a
month which held moments of sacredness, of steady joy, of sheer
laughter.
Dick was making himself real to Cecily and enjoying her as he had never
enjoyed anything before. There was not so much glamour for him as for
her, partly because he was a man and partly because the world kept its
proportions for Dick almost always. As a lover and a suitor he had done
exactly what a lover and suitor should do--tortured himself with
feelings of unworthiness and with doubts and lain awake with his hopes.
As a husband, his feelings changed. He was no longer doubtful, no
longer bothered about unworthiness. He was Cecily’s husband and
radiantly, boyishly satisfied. Marriage was accomplished in his life and
it was all that was delightful. And Cecily was the most beautiful and
charming of women. His feeling was partly inspired directly by his wife;
also it went with the code of men in marriage. There was room in his
mind for other things, too--for business plans, for politics.
Cecily had no code. To her all that had happened had happened to her
first and singly, of all women in the world. She could not conceive of
grouping her experiences or sharing them with all women. Nor did she
have thoughts which did not concern Dick. He had suffused her mind. She
was very innocent and her husband, entering her mind and heart, had
taken complete possession. She thought through him, and it never
occurred to her that she was subordinating herself. She wanted to share
everything in the world with him and to identify herself with him. Into
her first month of marriage she brought exactly the elements to make it
perfect and if she failed to establish exactly the proper basis for a
modern marriage she built for herself and her husband a perfect memory
and dropped an anchor thereby.
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