Spouses -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
Fliss, opening her eyes reluctantly, found them resting on a fat gray
roll of dust under her bureau. It made her uncomfortable and
discouraged. She closed her eyes and shifted her position in bed, but
waking on the other side was just as bad. Her window curtain hung
saggily in soiled folds to greet her. She hated to see such things, not
that they aroused in her any ambition to remedy the particular phases of
slack housekeeping and tawdry living, but they emphasized her dislike of
her home and all that surrounded it. She thought it utterly unjust that
she should have to live in such an environment when there were so many
girls her own age awaking to pleasant, clean, beautifully furnished
rooms, and her ambition was not to reform the things about her but to
discard them as quickly as possible. In this revealing morning hour
Fliss usually faced her problems. There was no occasion for bluff since
she was alone and her background gave her no advantages. Last night at
one of the club cotillions she had worn a yellow malines scarf about her
head and yellow satin slippers and never for a moment lost her rôle of
gayety incarnate. This morning the yellow slippers poked their toes out
from under a chair, streaks on them showing only too plainly that they
had been dyed and the yellow scarf lay abandoned on her bureau, its
charm and crispness gone forever. Her mood matched her wrecked finery.
The crispness and charm had gone out of her too.
For nearly a year and a half now she had been out of school, searching
in her vague, unskilled way for a chance to establish herself more
securely and comfortably. A year and a half might not be long for a
débutante, but Fliss knew that she could not take her own time. It was
hard enough now to maintain her place, such as it was, without letting
people tire of her. Also the time had sharpened her sense of values. She
was not yet quite sure of what she wanted, but she knew most definitely
what she did not want. Marriage for the sake of marriage had not the
least appeal for her. She knew too much about the sordid parts of
domesticity for that. There were too many girls who had a brief career
of local popularity and were now wheeling baby carriages and making over
last year’s hats; too many young men who, unmarried, had danced and
flirted their gay way through society only to become preoccupied,
somewhat shabby, hard-working flat-dwellers after their marriage. Fliss
had no intention of making any blunder which would land her in such an
existence. She was nice to all men. That was because it was wise, lest
they become malicious, and because it kept her in practice. But she was
more chary with her kisses than she had been in High School and she had
learned many new ways of getting without giving.
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