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"Play one of those."
So Wallie Ascher played one of those. Of course you know "Good
Night--Pleasant Dreams." He hadn't named it then. It wasn't even
published until almost two years later, but that was what he played for
Sid Hahn. Since "After The Ball" no popular song has achieved the
success of that one. No doubt it was cheap, and no doubt it was
sentimental, but so, too, are "The Suwanee River" and "My Old Kentucky
Home," and they'll be singing those when more classical songs have long
been forgotten. As Wallie played it his dark, thin face seemed to gleam
and glow in the lamplight.
When he had finished Sid Hahn was silent for a moment. Then, "What're
you going to do with it?"
"With what?"
"With what you've got. You know."
Wallie knew that he did not mean the song he had just played. "I'm going
to--I'm going to do a lot with it."
"Yeh, but how?"
Wallie was looking down at his two lean brown hands on the keys. For a
long minute he did not answer. Then: "By thinking about it all the time.
And working like hell.... And you've got to be selfish ... You've got to
be selfish ..."
As Sid Hahn stared at him, as though hypnotized, the Jap appeared in the
doorway. Sid Hahn said, "Stay and have dinner with me," instead of what
he had meant to say.
"Oh, I can't! Thanks. I--" He wanted to terribly, but the thought was
too much.
"Better."
They had dinner together. Even under the influence of Hahn's
encouragement and two glasses of mellow wine whose name he did not know,
Wallie did not become fatuous. They talked about music--neither of them
knew anything about it, really. Wallie confessed that he used it as an
intoxicant and a stimulant.
"That's it!" cried Hahn, excitedly. "If I could play I'd have done more.
More."
"Why don't you get one of those piano-players, What-you-call'ems?" Then,
immediately, "No, of course not."
"Nah, that doesn't do it," said Hahn, quickly. "That's like adopting a
baby when you can't have one of your own. It isn't the same. It isn't
the same. It looks like a baby, and acts like a baby, and sounds like a
baby--but it isn't yours. It isn't you. That's it! It isn't you!"
"Yeh," agreed Wallie, nodding. So perfectly did they understand each
other, this ill-assorted pair.
It was midnight before Wallie left. They had both forgotten about the
play manuscript whose delivery had been considered so important. The big
room was gracious, quiet, soothing. A fire flickered in the grate. One
lamp glowed softly--almost sombrely.
As Wallie rose at last to go he shook himself slightly like one coming
out of a trance. He looked slowly about the golden, mellow room. "Gee!"
"Yes, but it isn't worth it," said Hahn, "after you've got it."
"That's what they all say"--grimly--"_after_ they've got it."
The thing that had been born in Sid Hahn's mind thirty years before was
now so plainly stamped on this boy's face that Hahn was startled into
earnestness. "But I tell you, it's true! It's true!"
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