At first she always brought to my mind some old child's story, but I
could not remember precisely what it was. It was not little Snow-white,
for little Snow-white was a thousand times fairer than the fairest
queen, and Paula was not really beautiful; it could not be little Red
Riding-hood, for she, when you came to look at it, was a little stupid
thing who could not tell the wicked wolf from her good old grandmother,
and Paula was tall and slender, and so very wise! Cinderella? Paula was
so neat that no cinders could ever be seen about her, and she had no
doves at her command to help her gather the peas; on the contrary, she
had to do everything for herself. I could not make it out, and
concluded at last that it was no special personage of whom she reminded
me, but rather that she was like one of the good fairies whom one does
not see either coming or going, and only know that she has been here by
the gift she has left behind; or like the friendly little goblins who,
while the maids sleep, clean up parlor and kitchen, garret and cellar;
and when the sleepers awake, they see that all their work is done
already, and far better than they could have done it themselves.
Yes, she must be a fairy, who, out of the abundance of her kindness to
those whom she befriended, had taken the form of a slender blue-eyed,
blonde maiden. How otherwise could it be that from early morning to
late evening she was always busy and yet never weary; that she was
always at hand when wanted; that she had ready attention for every one,
and that never the shadow of ill-humor passed across her sweet face,
much less an unkind word from her lips? True, her look was serious, and
she rarely spoke more than just what was needful, but her seriousness
had no admixture of gloom, and once or twice I even heard her playfully
chatting with a half-loud gentle voice, such as the fairies have when
they speak the language of mortals.
I confided my discovery to my friend, Dr. Snellius.
"Keep away from me with such nonsense!" cried he. "A fairy, indeed! It
is Lessing's old fable of the iron pot that must needs be taken off the
fire with a pair of silver tongs. What does she do, then, that is so
extraordinary? She is the housekeeper, the teacher of the children, her
father's friend, her mother's companion, and the nurse of both. All
good girls are all this: there is nothing so unusual in it; it all lies
in system and order. But a fantastic head of twenty years naturally
cannot see men and things as they really are. Do you marry her. That is
the best means of discovering that the angels with the longest azure
wings are but women after all."
I passed my hand through my hair, which was now perceptibly regaining
its former luxuriance, and said thoughtfully:
"I marry Paula? Never! I cannot imagine the man who would be worthy to
marry her; but this I know certainly, that I am not he. What am I?"
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