"For the present you are condemned to seven years' imprisonment, and
have therefore fully that amount of time for considering what you will
be when you are released. I trust that you will then be a worthy man,
and I do not know what girl, nor what seraph is too good for a worthy
man."
"But I know another reason, doctor, why I shall not be able to marry
her then."
"What is that?"
"Because by that time you will have married her yourself."
"What a grinning, gnashing mammoth! Do you suppose a girl like that
will marry an apoplectic billiard-ball?"
Whether the doctor was provoked at the contradiction into which he had
fallen in scouting, as regarded himself, the possibility which he had
just maintained in reference to me--or whatever the cause may have
been, the blood rushed so violently to his bald head, that he really
bore a striking resemblance to the remarkable object to which he had
just compared himself, and his crow rose to such an extraordinary
height of pitch, that he did not even make the attempt to tune himself
down.
These sayings of the doctor haunted my memory for several days. I was
struck with the thought that a worthy man was good enough for any girl,
and therefore that in this respect there was no reason why I should
not, sooner or later, marry Paula. But then again, I knew not how, my
old notions returned, and when I saw her arranging and ordering all
things with her heavenly patience, I said to myself--It is not true
that all girls, even the so-called good ones, are like Paula; and it is
an absurd idea of the doctor that I can ever be worthy of her.
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