However, in the course of the day I caught sight of them from my
window. First, the commerzienrath, taking his morning promenade through
the garden, a long pipe in his mouth. He seemed to be pondering over
important things. From time to time he stopped, and gazed long into
vacancy. Doubtless, he was calculating. I observed how with his stumpy
fingers he was multiplying, and then wrote the product in the air with
the end of his pipe-stem. Once his face puckered into a grin of
delight; what could he have reckoned out?
The next was the steuerrath. He went an hour later, with his brother,
through the garden. The steuerrath was speaking very animatedly; he
several times laid his right hand upon his breast, as if in
asseveration. The superintendent's eyes were dropped; the subject of
the conversation seemed to distress him. When they came near my window,
he looked across with apparent uneasiness, and drew his brother behind
a hedge. Apparently he did not wish me to witness his brother's
gesticulations.
I had bent over my work again with the painful feeling that I was a
superfluity and in the way, when suddenly the door leading from the
office into the garden was opened, and the steuerrath hastily entered.
I was startled, as even a man of courage is startled when unexpectedly
a serpent glides across his path. The steuerrath smiled very
benignantly, and held out to me his white well-kept hand, which he
again withdrew with a graceful wave, as I showed no disposition to take
it.
"My dear young friend," he said, "must we meet again _thus_?"
I made him no answer; what could I answer to a phrase in which every
word and every tone was a lie?
"How would I deplore your fate," he proceeded, "had not fortune brought
you here to my brother, who without doubt is one of the noblest and
best of men alive, and who even now, while we were walking there, has
said so many kind and affectionate things of you. I was impelled to
offer you my hand, although I had a presentiment that you, like your
father, would turn from one whom in truth fortune has bitterly enough
persecuted."
And the victim of fortune threw himself into an arm-chair, and covered
his eyes with his long white hand, the ring-finger of which was adorned
with an enormous signet.
"I do not reproach him for it: Heaven forbid! I have known him for so
many years. He is one of those strict men, whose horror of dereliction
to duty is so great, and at the same time so blind, that in their eyes
an accused person always appears a guilty one."
The last observation was too just for me not to admit it inwardly; and
probably my look expressed as much, for the steuerrath said with a
melancholy smile:
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