My face burned; it was the first time I had ever rudely repelled a
supplicant. I asked myself again whether imprisonment had not corrupted
me; and I was glad that I had kept so silent in regard to the relations
between the steuerrath and his deceased brother, and especially that I
had faithfully guarded the secret of that letter, even from the
superintendent, in whom, in all other respects, I place unbounded
confidence. Had the steuerrath a suspicion that I could have revealed
something had I chosen? and had he come this morning to thank me for my
silence?
The steuerrath appeared at once to me in an entirely different and much
more favorable light We feel a certain inclination towards persons whom
we have laid under obligation, if they are acute enough to let us
perceive that they are penetrated by the feeling of that obligation.
I would also let Arthur see that I had forgiven his folly.
The steuerrath is right, I thought; not once in ten times does he know
where his tongue is running to.
As I formed this magnanimous resolution, there came another knock--this
time at the door that led into the hall, and I came very near laughing
aloud when upon my calling "Come in!" the commerzienrath presented
himself on the threshold; not this time in dressing-gown and slippers,
with his long pipe in his hand as before, but in a blue frock-coat with
gold buttons, a wide black neckcloth, out of which projected fiercely,
at least four inches, the long points of his high-standing collar, a
flowered waistcoat loose enough not to incommode his prominent paunch,
nor interfere with the display of his neatly-ironed frill, black
trousers which were not so long but that one might see how firmly his
two flat feet stood in the shining boots. In this very costume did this
man pervade all the recollections of my earliest youth; and perhaps it
was because then, in my childish innocence, I had laughed at his
grotesque appearance, that now, when to say the least such behavior was
far more unbecoming, I was again seized with an impulse to laughter.
"How are you now, my dear young friend?" said the commerzienrath, in
the tone with which one inquires into the state of some one on his
death-bed.
"I thank you for your kind inquiry, Herr Commerzienrath; I am quite
well, as you see."
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