"But while I was declaiming you kept on smiling, as if you would have
said: 'But you are dishonest.' Do you see, that is just my vexation.
With this wretched bringing-up of ours, one is filled so with honest
notions that one cannot be a scoundrel, however good his intentions,
but has to keep honest, in spite of his better insight. And if we
cannot get over this, how can women?"
The doctor looked fixedly in the direction in which Paula had
disappeared, and then took off his great, round spectacles, the glasses
of which seemed to have become dim.
"You must not abuse the women, doctor," I said. "Fräulein Duff----"
"Has made me a formal proposal," said Doctor Snellius, hastily putting
on his spectacles, "and here comes somebody who will make you one.
Beware of this Greek in uniform."
The doctor clapped his hat upon his head and hurried away, without
returning the very friendly salute with which Arthur approached us from
a side path.
"I am glad that he is gone," said Arthur, coming to my side and taking
my arm just as in old times; "I have something to say to you, or rather
I have something to beg of you; my father has already done it, it is
true; but it can do no harm if I repeat it. You know what I mean."
"Yes," I answered.
"I behaved like a fool, I know," the ensign continued; "but you must
really not think too hardly of me. I thought it was due to this thing
here----" and he gave his sword a kind of toss with his left leg.
"Arthur," I said, stopping and withdrawing my arm, "I am not quite so
clever as you, but you must not consider me an absolute fool. You
separated yourself from me, long before you had that toasting-iron at
your side. You did it because you had no further use for me, because it
suited your purpose to join the hue and cry against me, because--"
"Well, yes," interrupted Arthur, "I don't deny it. I was in such an
infernally dependent position that I had to howl with the wolves. If I
had spoken out my real feelings, Lederer would have surely plucked me
at the Easter Examination, and my uncle would never have paid for my
ensign's outfit."
"And now," I said, "it seems the wind blows from another quarter, and
we must trim our sails accordingly."
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