Constance glanced at me, and a smile passed across her features.
"Indeed!" she said, "how skilful we are at combinations! Who would have
believed it of us? But you are mistaken. I know of it from him, that is
true; but I did not expect him, nor had he my permission. More than
this: I solemnly assure you that I had no idea that he was so near.
'And now?' your look seems to inquire. Now he is as far as he ever was.
He wrote to me by a medium--no matter how--that he made an attempt to
see me on that evening, in order to communicate something which he did
not wish me to learn from another. I answered him by the same way that
I had already learned it through another, and that for the sake both of
his peace and my own, I entreated him to make no attempt to approach
me. This is all, nor will there ever be more. It is not my custom to
ask of those that love me, to sacrifice for me their futures and their
lives. And that would be the case here. That person can enter into no
engagements without his father's consent, and my father has taken care
that this consent shall never be given. He will only be free after his
father's death. Before this happens years may pass. He shall not
sacrifice those years to me."
"And he consents to this," I cried, indignantly; "he does not rather
renounce his title and inheritance than give you up? He does not rather
allow himself to be torn to pieces than renounce you? And this man
possesses millions, and calls himself a prince."
"You know, then, who it was?" asked Constance, apparently alarmed,
adding with bitterness: "To be sure, why should you not? Of course you
are my father's confidant, and told him the whole adventure at once, as
in duty bound."
"I never breathed a word of it to any living creature," I answered,
"nor has Herr von Zehren ever in my presence uttered the name of the
prince."
"What need of the name?" she retorted. "Things can be plainly told
without mentioning names. But, whatever he may have told you, he never
told you that Carl is my betrothed; that our union was prevented by his
fault alone; that he has ruthlessly sacrificed my happiness to a
haughty caprice, to revenge himself upon the father of my betrothed at
the cost of us both; and that far from offering me an at least
tolerable existence in requital for the brilliant future out of which
he has cheated me, makes my life a daily and hourly torment. He killed
my mother, and he will kill me."
"For God's sake, do not talk in that way," I cried.
"This life is no life; it is death--worse than death," she murmured,
letting her head sink upon the table.
"Then you still love him who has abandoned you?" I said.
"No," she replied, raising her head; "no! I have already told you that
as it is, so it must remain. I have freely and entirely renounced him.
I am too proud to give my heart--which is all I have to give--to one
who does not give me all in return. And, George, can one give more than
his heart?"
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