I would have answered, "Then, Constance, you have my all;" but my voice
failed me. I could but gaze at her with a look in which lay my whole
heart--the full heart of a youth, overflowing with foolish, faithful
love.
She pressed my hand, and said, "My good George, I will--yes, I must
believe that you are true to me. And now that we have had our talk out,
and are good friends again, let us go to the house, where old Pahlen
will be expecting me to breakfast."
She had fallen at once into the tone in which we had commenced the
conversation, and continued:
"Do you go shooting to-day? Are you fond of shooting? I used to go
sometimes; but that is long ago--so long ago! I used to be a good
rider, and now I think I could not keep my seat in the saddle. I have
unlearned everything; but chiefly how to be gay. Are you always
cheerful, George? I often hear you singing in the morning such charming
merry songs; you have a fine voice. You should teach me your songs; I
know none but sad ones."
How enchanting this prattle was to me! But as her recent unkindness had
made me silent and reserved, so now the unlooked-for kindness she
showed me produced the same effect. I went by her side, with a half
confused, half happy smile upon my face, across the wide lawn to the
house, where, on reaching her terrace, we separated, after exchanging
another pressure of the hand.
In three bounds I had ascended the steep stair, flung open violently
the door of my room, but stopped upon the threshold with some surprise,
as I saw Herr von Zehren sitting in the great high-backed chair at the
window.
He half turned his head, and said:
"You have kept me waiting long; I have been sitting here fully an
hour."
This did not tend to restore my composure; from his chair one could see
across the lawn directly to the seat under the maple. If Herr von
Zehren had been sitting here an hour, he had certainly seen with his
keen eyes much more than I could have wished. I returned his salutation
with great embarrassment, which certainly did not diminish when he
said, with a gesture towards the seat: "Mary Stuart, George, eh? Sir
Paulet the cruel jailor with the great bunch of keys? Enthusiastic
Mortimer--'Life is but a moment, and death but another'--eh? Faithless
Lord Leicester, who has the convenient habit of taking ship for France
as soon as heads are in danger!"
He filliped the ash from his cigar, and then with one of those
instantaneous changes of humor to which I had grown accustomed, began
to laugh aloud, and said:
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