For, powerful as was his passion and deeply as his heart had been
touched, he did not yield to the thought of marriage which such a
passion involves, without a conflict. He would make her his child, the
heiress of his wealth, and the support of his old age; this was his
first resolve. But it did not last; the first sight he had of her on her
return from a visit to Buffalo, which he had insisted upon her making
during the time of his greatest mental conflict, had assured him that
this could never be; that he must be husband and she wife, or else
their relations must entirely cease. Perhaps the look with which she
met him had something to do with this. It was such a blushing,
humble--yes, for her, really humble and beautiful--look. He could not
withstand it. Though no one could have detected it in his manner, he
really succumbed in that hour. Doubt and hesitation flew to the winds,
and to make her his own became the sole aim and object of his life.
He did not, however, betray his purpose at once. Neighbors and friends
might and did suspect the state of his feelings, but to her he was
silent. That vague something which marked her off from the rest of her
sex, seemed to have deepened in her temporary sojourn from his side, and
whatever it meant of good or of ill, it taught him at least to be wary.
At last, was it with premeditation or was it in some moment of
uncontrollable impulse, he spoke; not with definite pleading, or even
with any very clear intimation that he desired some day to make her his
wife, but in a way that sufficed to tear the veil from their previous
intercourse and let her catch a glimpse, if no more, of his heart, and
its devouring passion.
He was absolutely startled at the result. She avowed that she had never
thought of his possessing such a regard for her; and for two days shut
herself up in her room and refused to see either him or his sister. Then
she came down, blooming like a rose, but more distant, more quiet, and
more inscrutable than ever. Pride, if pride she felt, was subdued under
a general aspect of womanly dignity that for a time held all further
avowals in check, and made all intercourse between them at once potent
in its attraction and painful in its restraint.
"She is waiting for a distinct offer of marriage," he decided.
And thus matters stood, notwithstanding the general opinion of their
friends, when the terrible event recorded in the foregoing chapters of
this story brought her in a new light before his eyes, and raised a
question, shocking as it was unexpected, as to whether this young girl,
immured as he had believed her to be in his own home, had by some
unknown and inexplicable means run upon the secret involving, if not
explaining, the mystery of this dreadful and daring crime.
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