Handicaps of ChildhoodBruce, H. Addington (Henry Addington)
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Handicaps of Childhood
Bruce, H. Addington (Henry Addington)
Child development; Education
"Ah, but," Doctor Dattner pointed out, "do you not realise that, after
all, your dread is caused by--not the cause of--your stammer? It has
helped, doubtless, to keep it alive and to aggravate it. But it has
not been the thing that originally made you stammer. That we must seek
elsewhere."
"You mean in the attack of diphtheria?"
"Not at all. I mean in something that happened to you before you had
diphtheria--something which so exceedingly distressed you that it was
continually uppermost in your thoughts, and which finally worked on you so
much that when your nervous system was weakened by the diphtheria it gave
rise to your stammering. Now, we are going to try to discover what that
something was, and, when we have done so, it will be possible really to
cure you. Can you recall any particularly disagreeable incident of your
childhood occurring at any time before you were ill of diphtheria?"
"No," said the other, after a little reflection, "I think that I was
perfectly happy as a child, and certainly I was treated kindly."
"Just the same, something must have happened at that period to disturb
you very much. Let us find out, if we can, what it was."
To this end, Doctor Dattner now made use of the "free association
method of mental analysis," which consists in requesting the patient to
concentrate his attention on his symptoms, and state without reserve the
thoughts coming to him in connection with them--the theory being that, if
there is any exceptionally distressing idea underlying them, the current
of his spoken thoughts will, soon or late, reveal it. In the present
instance, this method at first brought forth only trivial and commonplace
memory associations. But, after a time, a reminiscence of intense
emotional colouring suddenly emerged.
It related to an episode of the stammerer's eighth year, shortly before
his attack of diphtheria, when he was pounced upon and frightened almost
into convulsions by a huge black dog. This had virtually faded from his
conscious memory; but now, as he sat in the quiescent mood enjoined on
all patients undergoing psychoanalytic treatment, it welled up into full
recollection, every detail of it being vividly recalled--the sight of
the dog, the emotions of fear and horror, the hysterical shrieking that
followed his escape, the difficulty his parents had in convincing him that
he was unharmed. He used to lie awake, he remembered, thinking of the dog;
he used to dream of it; the thought of it was always with him.
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