What was taking place in the woman's soul, as she passed the old church
a second time in returning to Barania-Glova, I will not undertake to
describe. Ah! if Panna Yadviga had found herself in a similar position,
I might write a sensational novel, in which I would undertake to
convince the most obdurate positivist that there are ideal beings in
this world yet. But in Panna Yadviga every impression would have risen
to self-consciousness; despairing struggles of the soul would have
expressed themselves in no less despairing, and therefore very dramatic,
words and thoughts. That vicious circle, that deep and painful feeling
of helplessness, weakness, and overpowering opposition, that rôle of a
leaf in a storm, the dull knowledge that there is no salvation from any
side, neither from earth, nor from heaven, would surely have inspired
Panna Yadviga with a monologue no less intense than the terror of her
position; this I should need merely to write down to make a reputation.
But Repa's wife? Peasants when they suffer merely suffer, nothing more.
This woman in the strong hand of misfortune was simply like a bird
tormented by a vicious child. She went forward; the wind drove her;
sweat flowed from her forehead; and that was the whole history. At times
when the child, who was sick, opened his mouth and began to pant, as if
ready to die, she called to him, "Yasek, O Yasek, my heart!" And she
pressed her lips of a mother to the heated forehead of the little one.
She passed the pre-Reformation church, and went on into the field, till
she stopped on a sudden; a drunken peasant was coming toward her.
Clouds were rolling on in the sky, denser and denser, and in them
something like a storm was preparing; from time to time there was a
flash of lightning; but the peasant did not inquire, he let his
coat-skirt to the wind, pulled his cap over his ears, and reeled along,
now to the right, now to the left, singing,--
"To the garden went Dodo,
He went to buy parsnips,
But I will give Dodo
A club on the leg,
Dodo will run then.
Uu, du!"
Seeing Repa's wife, he stopped, opened his eyes, and cried,--
"Oh, let us go to the wheat,
For thou art a kind woman!"
And he tried to seize her by the waist. Frightened for herself and the
child, she sprang to one side, the man after her; but, being drunk, he
fell. He rose at once, it is true, though he did not pursue her; he only
picked up a stone and threw it after the woman with such force that the
air whistled.
She felt a pain in her head; it grew dark before her at once; and she
knelt down. She remembered only one thing, "the child," and began to
flee farther. She stopped under the cross, and, looking around, saw that
the man was half a verst distant, staggering along toward the town.
At this moment she felt a certain strange warmth on her neck; she put
her hand there, and, looking at her fingers, saw blood.
It grew dark in her eyes; she lost consciousness.
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