But now every day brought me new solace. My desire for life returned. My
father, my mother, the priest, and Kazio watched day and night above my
bed. How I loved them then; how I yearned for them when they left the
room! But with life the old feeling for Hania began to speak in my heart
again. When I woke from that sleep which all had considered at first an
eternal one, I asked straightway for Hania. My father answered that she
was well; but that she had gone with Pani d'Yves and my little sisters
to his brother's, for the small-pox was increasing in the village. He
told me, moreover, that he had forgiven her, that he had forgotten
everything, and asked me to be quiet.
I spoke frequently of her afterward with mother, who, seeing that that
subject occupied me more than all others, began herself a conversation,
and finished it with the kindly though indefinite words that when I got
well she would speak with my father of many things which to me would be
very agreeable, but that I must be quiet and try to recover as quickly
as possible.
While saying this, she smiled sadly, but I wished to weep from delight.
Once something happened in the house which disturbed my peace, and even
filled me with fear. In the evening, when my mother was sitting near me,
the serving-man Franek came in and asked her to Hania's room.
I sat up immediately in bed. "Has Hania come?" I asked.
"No!" answered my mother. "She has not come. He asks me to Hania's room,
for they are painting there and putting on new paper."
At times it seemed to me that a heavy cloud and an ill-concealed sadness
lay on the foreheads of the persons surrounding me. I had no knowledge
of what was passing, and my inquiries were set aside somehow. I asked
Kazio; he answered as did others, that in the house all was well; that
our little sisters, Pani d'Yves, and Hania would return soon; and,
finally, that I must be quiet.
"But where does this sadness come from?" asked I.
"Seest thou, I will tell thee all. Selim and the old Mirza come here
every day. Selim is in despair whole days. He cries; he wants absolutely
to see thee; and our mother and father are afraid that this visit would
harm thee."
"Wise Selim," said I, smiling, "he came near splitting my skull, and now
he is crying for me. Well, is he thinking of Hania all the time?"
"How could he have Hania in his head? I know not. For that matter, I did
not ask; but I think that he has renounced her altogether."
"That is a question."
"In every case some one else will get her; be at rest on that point."
Here Kazio made a wry face, student fashion, and added with the mien of
a rogue,--
"I know even who. God grant only that--"
"That what?"
"That she return as soon as possible," added he, hurriedly.
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