“'When the ruffian, who succeeded our good captain, had wrecked poor us,
and then deserted us, your husband resumed the command, and saved Freddy
and me once more by his courage, his wonderful coolness, and his
skill. Since then the mouse has been at work for the lion: I despair of
conveying any pleasure by it to a character so elevated as Captain Dodd;
his reward must be his own conscience; but we poor little women like
external shows, do we not? and so I thought a medal of the Humane
Society might give some pleasure to you and Miss Dodd. Never did medal
nor order repose on a nobler heart. The case was so strong, and so well
supported, that the society did not hesitate: and you will receive it
very soon after this.
“'You will be surprised, dear madam, at all this from a stranger to
yourself, and will perhaps set it down to a wish to intrude on your
acquaintance. Well, then, dear madam, you will not be far wrong.
I _should_ like much to know one, whose character I already seem
acquainted with; and to convey personally my gratitude and admiration of
your husband: I could pour it out more freely to you, you know, than to
him.--I am, dear Madam, Yours very faithfully,
“'LOUISA BERESFORD.'”
“And the medal came about an hour before the fly to take him away. His
dear name was on it and his brave courageous acts.
“Oh, shall I ever be old enough and hard enough to speak of this without
stopping to cry?
“We fastened it round his dear neck with a ribbon. Mamma would put
it inside his clothes for fear the silver should tempt some wretch; I
should never have thought of that: is there a creature so base? And we
told the men how he had gained it (they were servants of the asylum),
and we showed them how brave and good he was, and would be again if they
would be kind to him and cure him. And mamma bribed them with money to
use him kindly: I thought they would be offended and refuse it: but they
took it, and their faces showed she was wiser than I am. _He_ keeps away
from us too. It is nearly a fortnight now.”
_“Dec. 7th._--Aunt Eve left to-day. Mamma kept her room and could not
speak to her; cannot forgive her interfering between papa and her. It
does seem strange that any one but mamma should be able to send papa out
of the house, and to such a place; but it is the law: and Edward, who
is all good sense, says it was necessary. He says mamma is unjust; grief
makes her unreasonable. I don't know who is in the right: and I don't
much care; but I know I am sorry for Aunt Eve, and very, very sorry for
mamma.”
_“Dec. 8th._--I am an egotist: found myself out this morning; and it is
a good thing to keep a diary. It* was overpowered at first by grief for
mamma: but now the house is sad and quiet I am always thinking of _him;_
and that is egotism.
* Egotism. The abstract quality evolved from the concrete
term egotist by feminine art, without the aid of grammar.
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