“_March 7th._--Alfred announces his unalterable determination to marry
Julia. I read the letter to papa directly. He was silent for a long
time: and then said: 'All the worse for both of them.' It was all I
could do to suppress a thrill of carnal complacency at the thought this
might in time pave the way to another union. Even to think of that now
is a sin. 1 Cor. vii. 20-4, plainly shows that whatever position (d)
of life we are placed in, there it is our duty to abide. A child, for
instance, is placed in subjection to her parents; and must not leave
them without their consent.”
_“March 8th._--Sent two cups of cold water to two fellow-pilgrims of
mine on the way to Jerusalem, viz: to E. H., Rom. viii. 1; to Mrs. M.,
Philipp. ii. 27.
“Prayed for increase of humility. I am so afraid my great success in His
vineyard has seduced me into feeling as if there was a spring of living
water in myself, instead of every drop being derived from the true
fountain.”
_“March 9th._--Dr. Wycherley closeted two hours with papa--papa had sent
for him, I find. What is it makes me think that man is no true friend to
Alfred in his advice? I don't like these roundabout speakers: the lively
oracles are not roundabout.”
_“March 10th._--My beloved friend and fellow-labourer, Charlotte D----,
ruptured a blood-vessel (x) at three P. M., and was conveyed in the
chariots of angels to the heavenly banqueting-house, to go no more out.
May I be found watching.”
_“March 11th._--Dreadfully starved with these afternoon sermons. If they
go on like this, I really must stay at home, and feed upon the word.”
_“March 12th._--Alfred has written to his trustees, and announced his
coming marriage, and told them he is going to settle all his money
upon the Dodds. Papa quite agitated by this news: it did not come from
Alfred; one of the trustees wrote to papa. Oh, the blessing of Heaven
will never rest on this unnatural marriage. Wrote a faithful letter to
Alfred while papa was writing to our trustee.”
_“March 13th._--My book on Solomon's Song now ready for publication. But
it is so difficult now-a-days to find a publisher for such a subject.
The rage is for sentimental sermons, or else for fiction (f) under a
thin disguise of religious biography.”
_“March 14th._--Mr. Plummer, of whose zeal and unction I had heard so
much, was in the town and heard of me, and came to see me by appointment
just after luncheon. _Such_ a sweet meeting. He came in and took my
hand, and in that posture prayed that the Holy Spirit might be with us
to make our conversation profitable to us, and redound to His glory.
Poor man, his wife leads him a cat and dog life, I hear, with her
jealousy. We had a _sweet_ talk; he admires Canticles almost as much as
I do (z): and has promised to take my book and get it cast on the Lord
(g) for me.”
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