Four more leaden hours rolled by, and then this same attendant (his
name was Brown) brought him a cup of tea. It was welcome to his parched
throat; he drank it, and ate a mouthful of the meat to please the man,
and even asked for some more tea.
At eight four keepers came into his room, undressed him, compelled him
to make his toilette, &c., before them, which put him to shame--being
a gentleman--almost as much as it would a woman. They then hobbled him,
and fastened his ankles to the bed, and put his hands into muffles, but
did not confine his body; because they had lost a lucrative lodger only
a month ago, throttled at night in a strait-waistcoat.
Alfred lay in this plight, and compared with anguish unspeakable his
joyful anticipations of this night with the strange and cruel reality.
“My wedding night! my wedding night!” he cried aloud, and burst into a
passion of grief.
By-and-bye he consoled himself a little with the hope that he could not
long be incarcerated as a madman, being sane; and his good wit told him
his only chance was calmness. He would go to sleep and recover composure
to bear his wrongs with dignity, and quietly baffle his enemies.
Just as he was dropping off' he felt something crawl over his face.
Instinctively he made a violent motion to put his hands up. Both hands
were confined; he could not move them. He bounded, he flung, he writhed.
His little persecutors were quiet a moment, but the next they began
again. In vain he rolled and writhed, and shuddered with loathing
inexpressible. They crawled, they smelt, they bit.
Many a poor soul these little wretches had distracted with the very
sleeplessness the madhouse professed to cure, not create, in conjunction
with the opiates, the confinement and the gloom of Silverton House, they
had driven many a feeble mind across the line that divides the weak and
nervous from the unsound.
When he found there was no help, Alfred clenched his teeth and bore
it:--“Bite on, ye little wretches,” he said “bite on, and divert my mind
from deeper stings than yours--if you can.”
And they did; a little.
Thus passed the night in mental agony, and bodily irritation and
disgust. At daybreak the feasters on his flesh retired, and utterly worn
out and exhausted, he sank into a deep sleep.
At half-past seven the head keeper and three more came in, and made him
dress before them. They handcuffed him, and took him down to breakfast
in the noisy ward; set him down on a little bench by the wall like a
naughty boy, and ordered a dangerous maniac to feed him.
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