Thus a gesture, so to speak, sowed the first seed of downright disunion
in Richard Hardie's house--disunion, a fast-growing plant, when men set
it in the soil of the passions.
Alfred, unlike Julia, had no panacea. Had any lips, except perhaps hers,
told him that “to be good is to be happy here below,” he would have
replied: _“Negatur;_ contradicted by daily experience.” It never
occurred to him, therefore, to go out of himself, and sympathise with
the sordid sorrows of the poor, and their bottomless egotism in
contact with the well-to-do. He brooded on his own love, and his own
unhappiness, and his own father's cruelty. His nights were sleepless and
his days leaden. He tried hard to read for his first class, but for once
even ambition failed: it ended in flinging books away in despair.
He wandered about dreaming and moping for some change, and bitterly
regretting his excessive delicacy, which had tied his own hands and
brought him to a stand-still. He lost his colour and what little flesh
he had to lose; for such young spirits as this are never plump. In a
word, being now strait-jacketed into feminine inactivity, while void of
feminine patience, his ardent heart was pining and fretting itself out.
He was in this condition, when one day Peterson, his Oxonian friend,
burst in on him open-mouthed with delight, and, as usual with bright
spirits of this calibre, did not even notice his friend's sadness.
“Cupid had clapped him on the shoulder,” as Shakespeare hath it; and it
was a deal nicer than the bum-bailiff rheumatism.
“Oh, such a divine creature! Met her twice; you know her by sight; her
name is Dodd. But I don't care; it shall be Peterson; the rose by any
other name, &c.” Then followed a rapturous description of the lady's
person, well worth omitting. “And such a jolly girl! brightens them all
up wherever she goes; and such a dancer; did the cachouka with a little
Spanish bloke Bosanquet has got hold of, and made his black bolus eyes
twinkle like midnight cigars: danced it with castanets, and smiles, and
such a what d'ye call 'em, my boy, you know; such a 'go.'”
“You mean such an 'abandon,'” groaned Alfred, turning sick at heart.
“That's the word. Twice the spirit of Duvernay, and ten times the
beauty. But just you hear her sing, that is all; Italian, French,
German, English even.”
“Plaintive songs?”
“Oh, whatever they ask for. Make you laugh or make you cry to order;
never says no. Just smiles and sits down to the music-box. Only she
won't sing two running: they have to stick a duffer in between. I shall
meet her again next week; will you come? Any friend of mine is welcome.
Wish me joy, old fellow; I'm a gone coon.”
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