Mr. Richard Hardie was “a long-headed man.” He knew the consequence of
giving one's reasons: eternal discussion ending in war. He had taken
care not to give any to Mrs. Dodd, and he was as guarded and reserved
with Alfred. The young man begged to know the why and the wherefore, and
being repulsed, employed all his art to elicit them by surprise, or get
at them by inference: but all in vain. Hardie senior was impenetrable;
and inquiry, petulance, tenderness, logic, were all shattered on him as
the waves break on Ailsa Craig.
Thus began dissension, decently conducted at first, between a father
indulgent hitherto and an affectionate son.
In this unfortunate collision of two strong and kindred natures,
every advantage was at present on the father's side: age, experience,
authority, resolution, hidden and powerful motives, to which my reader
even has no clue as yet; a purpose immutable and concealed. Add to these
a colder nature and a far colder affection; for Alfred loved his father
dearly.
At last, one day, the impetuous one lost his self-command, and said he
was a son, not a slave, and had little respect for Authority when afraid
or ashamed to appeal to Reason. Hardie senior turned on him with a
gravity and dignity no man could wear more naturally. “Alfred, have I
been an unkind father to you all these years?”
“Oh no, father, no; I have said nothing that can be so construed. And
that is the mystery to me; you are acting quite out of character.”
“Have I been one of those interfering, pragmatical fathers who cannot
let their children enjoy themselves their own way?”
“No, sir; you have never interfered, except to pay for anything I
wanted.”
“Then make the one return in your power, young man: have a little faith
in such a father, and believe that he does not interfere now but for
your good, and under a stern necessity; and that when he does interfere
for once, and say, 'This thing shall not be,' it shall not be--by
Heaven!”
Alfred was overpowered by the weight and solemnity of this. Sorrow,
vexation, and despondency all rushed into his heart together, and
unmanned him for a moment; he buried his face in his hands, and
something very like a sob burst from his young heart. At this Hardie
senior took up the newspaper with imperturbable coldness, and wore a
slight curl of the lip. All this was hardly genuine, for he was not
altogether unmoved; but he was a man of rare self-command, and chose to
impress on Alfred that he was no more to be broken or melted than a mere
rock.
It is always precarious to act a part; and this cynicism was rather
able than wise: Alfred looked up and watched him keenly as he read the
monetary article with tranquil interest; and then, for the first time in
his life, it flashed into the young man's mind that his father was not
a father. “I never knew him till now,” thought he. “This man is [Greek
text].” *
*Without bowels of affection.
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