Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza FortunesBonner, Geraldine
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Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza Fortunes
Bonner, Geraldine
Gold miners -- Fiction; San Francisco (Calif.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Gault had lost her, even as he had lost Viola. He had thought of
marriage removing her from the close, interested friendliness of the
old days, but he had never realized that it would wean her from him
with this cold completeness. She wore the semblance of the Letitia
of the past, with strange, bright, alien eyes, and a soft hand that
held his with the slack, indifferent clasp of polite acquaintance.
Women--would he ever understand them? Would any man? What mystery was
behind their white foreheads and under their white breasts?
A rush of unutterable sadness, of dreary, sick depression, overwhelmed
him. He was hardly able to respond intelligently to the conversational
inanities of Pearl, who sat beside him. A numbing consciousness of
the futility and hopelessness of life invaded him, and with it, in
the midst of the noise and glitter of the brilliant scene, a sense of
isolation and a yearning for the woman who, in this gay throng, would
have felt lonely as he, and have turned to him as her one soul-mate.
Suppose to-night she had been waiting for him in the bare parlor down
near South Park!
A sudden resolve seized upon him. As soon as dinner was over he excused
himself to Mrs. Gault and Letitia, hurried on his overcoat, and slipped
away.
It had been raining all day--the warm, abundant rain of late December.
The breath of the night was softly damp, and fragrant with scents from
the saturated gardens. The avenue was deserted and noiseless, save for
the even rustle of the falling flood, which made the asphalt shine
like ice, into which the lamps' reflections stabbed in long, broken
poniards. Nobody was abroad. It was Christmas eve. There were wreaths
in the lighted windows, and sounds of singing now and then fell upon
Gault's ear.
He boarded the car which crossed the avenue farther down, and sat
in the glare of its lamps, his face fallen into lines of spiritless
apathy. When it reached its terminus he alighted.
There were life and movement enough here. People were jostling on the
sloppy sidewalks; umbrellas struck against umbrellas, sometimes, in
an elbow-brushing contact, caught together, and were dragged apart
with a spattering of moisture over laughing faces. The rain dripped
monotonously down on them, between them, across the glare of windows,
over the rheumy halo of lamps, off the cope of cornices and the angles
of gutters. The even roar of Market Street was broken into by the deep
voices of hilarious men and the shrill notes of women. Raucous laughter
was interrupted by the sudden petulant wail of tired children. Over all
the light of show-windows poured in a steady glare, unsoftened by the
veil of rain. It was reflected from innumerable wet surfaces, uncovered
faces that were moist, draperies beaded with drops, bits of sidewalk,
pools in little hollows, and the black and gleaming bosses of hundreds
of umbrellas.
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