Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza Fortunes — John Shaqi
Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza FortunesBonner, Geraldine
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Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza Fortunes
Bonner, Geraldine
Gold miners -- Fiction; San Francisco (Calif.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
He was in the best of spirits; indeed, to John Gault's suspicious eye
he had the triumphant air of a man who had found a good thing. He came
into the office with a jaunty tread and an alert, all-embracing glance,
and left it showering smiles and bows on its chief and his clerks. The
sun of his prosperity seemed to have warmed and brightened him in every
way. He told inimitable stories of the early days, which--unhampered
by the presence of his daughter--were less egotistical, and not always
so conventional, as those he regaled Gault with at home. He was as
pressing as ever in his invitations to call, and into these introduced
Viola's name as being a participator with himself in the desire of
seeing their mutual friend as often as his time and inclination would
lead him to the house near South Park.
After this visit the vague irritation and moodiness that Gault had felt
gave place to a poignant sense of uncertainty and doubt. Naturally of
a suspicious nature, the life he had led, the surroundings in which he
had passed from youth to maturity, the large experience of evil gained
in a twenty years' residence in a thoroughly loose and lawless city,
had intensified his original tendency till he was now prone to suspect
where suspicion was either a folly or an insult. He had the vain man's
dread of being fooled, imposed upon, made ridiculous, and he was proud
of his keenness in detecting such intentions.
At twenty-two he had come from Harvard to San Francisco, had plunged
into the fashionable life of the day, and being the son of wealthy
and well-known parents, had quickly learned the bitter lessons which
society teaches its followers. People said John Gault had never married
because he believed in no woman. This was an aspersion upon his sound,
if narrow, common sense. He was afraid of marriage, of a terrible
disillusionment, followed by a life-time of conventionally correct
misery. What he feared in it was himself. He dreaded that he might not
make the woman he married happy, and deep in his soul he cherished
the same dream as Balzac, who once wrote: "To devote myself to the
happiness of a woman has been my ceaseless dream, and I suffer because
I have not realized it." With the passage of the years he had grown
narrower and more ambitionless. When he met Viola Reed he was sinking
into the dull apathy of a self-engrossed and purposeless middle age.
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