Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza Fortunes — John Shaqi
Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza FortunesBonner, Geraldine
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Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza Fortunes
Bonner, Geraldine
Gold miners -- Fiction; San Francisco (Calif.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
In the pain of his doubts he surreptitiously made inquiries, and
discovered that Colonel Reed's penury was of the past five years'
duration. Up to that time he had still held small properties and
realized on them at intervals. People who knew said that since then
his circumstances had been desperate, and yet it was known of all men
that he was engaged in no paid employment. It was the one point upon
which the pride of the erstwhile millionaire was firm. Viola did no
work, either. In the West, the woman laboring to help sustain the
ruined fortunes of her family is so common a spectacle that the strong
man, secure in his riches and his health, felt a species of fierce
indignation against the girl for her seeming idleness.
Yet it must take so little to keep them. They owned the house they
lived in, and employed no servant, Viola doing all the work of the
small menage. He had tried to persuade himself that the colonel was
using him for his banker without the girl's knowledge, and then
Letitia, with her heavy feminine common sense, had laid her finger on
the weak spot in that argument. How could a sudden influx of money
enter into so small a household without the cognizance of the person
who managed it all? It was nonsensical to think of. She knew--and if
she knew, was she not party to the whole sordid, ugly plot?
But here he always stopped. It was impossible. It could not be. The
image of her face rose before him, as it often did now, making him
feel disgusted and ashamed that even in thought he should have done her
an injury. There was a mistake somewhere. It would explain itself. But
he knew that until it did explain itself he would know no peace; for he
could not live without seeing her, and at every visit he felt her charm
penetrate deeper into his heart, despite his lurking doubts.
He spent hours in pondering as to the best way to silence these doubts
without letting her suspect their existence. Even if she were cognizant
of it, he could hardly speak to her of her father's borrowing. Yet in
his thought she always seemed so simple, so girlish, so young, that he
was sure if he could see her alone, and perhaps turn the conversation
upon some analogous subject, her ignorance would speak from every
feature. He had grown to know all the varying expressions of her face,
and he felt that he could detect the slightest change of color or
tremor of consciousness on its pale innocence.
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