Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza FortunesBonner, Geraldine
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Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza Fortunes
Bonner, Geraldine
Gold miners -- Fiction; San Francisco (Calif.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
The colonel, sore, homesick, repulsed on every side, turned to the
child with a pitiful eagerness, and lavished upon her the discarded
affections of his hungry heart. He greeted her entrance into Viola's
sitting-room--a noiseless entrance, hugging up to her breast her doll
and her pet black kitten--with expressions of joy that to an outsider
would have seemed laughably extravagant. But they were not, for she
had come to represent to him tenderness, tolerance, appreciation.
He felt at ease and contented with her, for he knew that she would
not criticize him, would never find fault with him. She flattered
and sustained the last remnant of his once buoyant vanity. He was
not afraid that her eyes would meet his with a sad reproach. On the
contrary, their absorbed unconsciousness was one of the most soothing
and delightful things about her. Corinne would not have cared what he
did. She liked him for himself, and accepted him unmurmuringly as he
was.
It was holiday-time, and she spent many afternoons in the colonel's
society, generally squatted on the floor in Viola's sitting-room. She
spoke little, but had the appearance of listening to all the old man
said, and at times made solemnly sagacious comments. He, on his part,
talked to her as if she had been a woman, expatiating to her on the
strange capriciousness of affection that marked her sex. Once or twice
he alluded sadly to the apparent estrangement between himself and his
daughter.
"Seems almost as if she didn't like me, Corinne; doesn't it?" he asked
anxiously, watching the child, who was trying to put her doll's skirt
on the kitten.
"I don't think so," Corinne responded gravely, holding the cat on its
hind legs while she shook down the skirt; "I think she likes you a lot."
"What makes you think that? She doesn't ever talk to me much, or tell
me things, the way she used."
"She doesn't talk to anybody much," said Corinne. "Mr. Nelson said she
was the most awful quiet girl he ever knew." Here the cat gave a long,
protesting mew, and Corinne's attention became concentrated on its
toilet.
"She usen't to be quiet like that. She was the brightest girl! You
ought to have seen her, Corinne--just like a picture, and always
laughing."
"She don't laugh much now," said Corinne; "I don't think I ever heard
her laugh--not once. Keep quiet now, deary"--coaxingly to the cat;
"you're nearly dressed."
"And all because I only tried to please her. I just tried to do my
best to make her happy. There's no good trying to please a woman.
You're all the same. Be kind to them, be loving, break your heart
trying to give them pleasure--and that's the way it is."
"What's the way it is?" asked Corinne, sitting up on her heels and
feeling over her person for a pin to fasten the waistband of the skirt.
"The way it is now with me and Viola--coldness, indifference, maybe
dislike." Then, half to himself: "There's no understanding women. What
were they made for, anyway?"
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