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‘Tom, have you said to any one that we made a visit to those people, and
that we saw those three together?’
‘No. Didn’t you yourself particularly ask me to keep it quiet when you
asked me to go there with you?’
‘Yes. But I did not know then what was going to happen.’
‘Nor I neither. How could I?’
He was very quick upon her with this retort.
‘Ought I to say, after what has happened,’ said his sister, standing by
the bed—she had gradually withdrawn herself and risen, ‘that I made that
visit? Should I say so? Must I say so?’
‘Good Heavens, Loo,’ returned her brother, ‘you are not in the habit of
asking my advice. Say what you like. If you keep it to yourself, I
shall keep it to _my_self. If you disclose it, there’s an end of it.’
It was too dark for either to see the other’s face; but each seemed very
attentive, and to consider before speaking.
‘Tom, do you believe the man I gave the money to, is really implicated in
this crime?’
‘I don’t know. I don’t see why he shouldn’t be.’
‘He seemed to me an honest man.’
‘Another person may seem to you dishonest, and yet not be so.’ There was
a pause, for he had hesitated and stopped.
‘In short,’ resumed Tom, as if he had made up his mind, ‘if you come to
that, perhaps I was so far from being altogether in his favour, that I
took him outside the door to tell him quietly, that I thought he might
consider himself very well off to get such a windfall as he had got from
my sister, and that I hoped he would make good use of it. You remember
whether I took him out or not. I say nothing against the man; he may be
a very good fellow, for anything I know; I hope he is.’
‘Was he offended by what you said?’
‘No, he took it pretty well; he was civil enough. Where are you, Loo?’
He sat up in bed and kissed her. ‘Good night, my dear, good night.’
‘You have nothing more to tell me?’
‘No. What should I have? You wouldn’t have me tell you a lie!’
‘I wouldn’t have you do that to-night, Tom, of all the nights in your
life; many and much happier as I hope they will be.’
‘Thank you, my dear Loo. I am so tired, that I am sure I wonder I don’t
say anything to get to sleep. Go to bed, go to bed.’
Kissing her again, he turned round, drew the coverlet over his head, and
lay as still as if that time had come by which she had adjured him. She
stood for some time at the bedside before she slowly moved away. She
stopped at the door, looked back when she had opened it, and asked him if
he had called her? But he lay still, and she softly closed the door and
returned to her room.
Then the wretched boy looked cautiously up and found her gone, crept out
of bed, fastened his door, and threw himself upon his pillow again:
tearing his hair, morosely crying, grudgingly loving her, hatefully but
impenitently spurning himself, and no less hatefully and unprofitably
spurning all the good in the world.
CHAPTER IX
HEARING THE LAST OF IT
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