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It was not so far off, but that Stephen, following her hands with his
eyes, could read what was printed on it in large letters. He turned of a
deadly hue, and a sudden horror seemed to fall upon him.
‘I will stay here, Stephen,’ said Rachael, quietly resuming her seat,
‘till the bells go Three. ’Tis to be done again at three, and then she
may be left till morning.’
‘But thy rest agen to-morrow’s work, my dear.’
‘I slept sound last night. I can wake many nights, when I am put to it.
’Tis thou who art in need of rest—so white and tired. Try to sleep in
the chair there, while I watch. Thou hadst no sleep last night, I can
well believe. To-morrow’s work is far harder for thee than for me.’
He heard the thundering and surging out of doors, and it seemed to him as
if his late angry mood were going about trying to get at him. She had
cast it out; she would keep it out; he trusted to her to defend him from
himself.
‘She don’t know me, Stephen; she just drowsily mutters and stares. I
have spoken to her times and again, but she don’t notice! ’Tis as well
so. When she comes to her right mind once more, I shall have done what I
can, and she never the wiser.’
‘How long, Rachael, is ’t looked for, that she’ll be so?’
‘Doctor said she would haply come to her mind to-morrow.’
His eyes fell again on the bottle, and a tremble passed over him, causing
him to shiver in every limb. She thought he was chilled with the wet.
‘No,’ he said, ‘it was not that. He had had a fright.’
‘A fright?’
‘Ay, ay! coming in. When I were walking. When I were thinking. When
I—’ It seized him again; and he stood up, holding by the mantel-shelf,
as he pressed his dank cold hair down with a hand that shook as if it
were palsied.
‘Stephen!’
She was coming to him, but he stretched out his arm to stop her.
‘No! Don’t, please; don’t. Let me see thee setten by the bed. Let me
see thee, a’ so good, and so forgiving. Let me see thee as I see thee
when I coom in. I can never see thee better than so. Never, never,
never!’
He had a violent fit of trembling, and then sunk into his chair. After a
time he controlled himself, and, resting with an elbow on one knee, and
his head upon that hand, could look towards Rachael. Seen across the dim
candle with his moistened eyes, she looked as if she had a glory shining
round her head. He could have believed she had. He did believe it, as
the noise without shook the window, rattled at the door below, and went
about the house clamouring and lamenting.
‘When she gets better, Stephen, ’tis to be hoped she’ll leave thee to
thyself again, and do thee no more hurt. Anyways we will hope so now.
And now I shall keep silence, for I want thee to sleep.’
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