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The wind was blowing again, the rain was beating on the house-tops, and
the larger spaces through which he had strayed contracted to the four
walls of his room. Saving that the fire had died out, it was as his eyes
had closed upon it. Rachael seemed to have fallen into a doze, in the
chair by the bed. She sat wrapped in her shawl, perfectly still. The
table stood in the same place, close by the bedside, and on it, in its
real proportions and appearance, was the shape so often repeated.
He thought he saw the curtain move. He looked again, and he was sure it
moved. He saw a hand come forth and grope about a little. Then the
curtain moved more perceptibly, and the woman in the bed put it back, and
sat up.
With her woful eyes, so haggard and wild, so heavy and large, she looked
all round the room, and passed the corner where he slept in his chair.
Her eyes returned to that corner, and she put her hand over them as a
shade, while she looked into it. Again they went all round the room,
scarcely heeding Rachael if at all, and returned to that corner. He
thought, as she once more shaded them—not so much looking at him, as
looking for him with a brutish instinct that he was there—that no single
trace was left in those debauched features, or in the mind that went
along with them, of the woman he had married eighteen years before. But
that he had seen her come to this by inches, he never could have believed
her to be the same.
All this time, as if a spell were on him, he was motionless and
powerless, except to watch her.
Stupidly dozing, or communing with her incapable self about nothing, she
sat for a little while with her hands at her ears, and her head resting
on them. Presently, she resumed her staring round the room. And now,
for the first time, her eyes stopped at the table with the bottles on it.
Straightway she turned her eyes back to his corner, with the defiance of
last night, and moving very cautiously and softly, stretched out her
greedy hand. She drew a mug into the bed, and sat for a while
considering which of the two bottles she should choose. Finally, she
laid her insensate grasp upon the bottle that had swift and certain death
in it, and, before his eyes, pulled out the cork with her teeth.
Dream or reality, he had no voice, nor had he power to stir. If this be
real, and her allotted time be not yet come, wake, Rachael, wake!
She thought of that, too. She looked at Rachael, and very slowly, very
cautiously, poured out the contents. The draught was at her lips. A
moment and she would be past all help, let the whole world wake and come
about her with its utmost power. But in that moment Rachael started up
with a suppressed cry. The creature struggled, struck her, seized her by
the hair; but Rachael had the cup.
Stephen broke out of his chair. ‘Rachael, am I wakin’ or dreamin’ this
dreadfo’ night?’
‘’Tis all well, Stephen. I have been asleep, myself. ’Tis near three.
Hush! I hear the bells.’
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