I will not pretend that he was not frightened. He was, very. But he was
more brave than he was frightened, which is the essence of bravery,
after all. He found it difficult to breathe quietly, and his heart beat
so loudly that he felt almost sure that if any people were awake in the
house they would hear it, even up-stairs in their beds. But he got to
the little side-door, and feeling with sensitive, quick fingers found
the well-oiled bolt, and shot it back. Then the chain--holding the loose
loop of it in his hand so that it should not rattle, he slipped its ball
from the socket. Only the turning of the key remained, and Dickie
accomplished that with both hands, for it was a big key, kneeling on his
one sound knee. Then very gently he turned the handle, and pulled--and
the door opened, and he crept from behind it and felt the cool, sweet
air of the night on his face.
It seemed to him that he had never known what silence was before--or
darkness. For the door opened into a close box arbor, and no sky could
be seen, or any shapes of things. Dickie felt himself almost bursting
with pride. What an adventure! And he had carried out his part of it
perfectly. He had done exactly what he had been told to do, and he had
done it well. He stood there, on his one useful foot, clinging to the
edge of the door, and it was not until something touched him that he
knew that Mr. Beale and the other men were creeping through the door
that he had opened.
And at that touch a most odd feeling came to Dickie--the last feeling he
would have expected--a feeling of pride mixed with a feeling of shame.
Pride in his own cleverness, and another kind of pride that made that
cleverness seem shameful. He had a feeling, very queer and very strong,
that he, Dickie, was not the sort of person to open doors for the
letting in of burglars. He felt as you would feel if you suddenly found
your hands covered with filth, not good honest dirt, but slimy filth,
and would not understand how you could have let it get there.
He caught at the third shape that brushed by him.
"Father," he whispered, "don't do it. Go back, and I'll fasten it all up
again. Oh! don't, father."
"Shut your mug!" whispered the red-whiskered man. Dickie knew his voice
even in that velvet-black darkness. "Shut your mug, or I'll give you
what for!"
"Don't, father," said Dickie, and said it all the more for that threat.
"I can't go back on my pals, matey," said Mr. Beale; "you see that,
don't yer?"
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