Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
"Miss Lindsay is merely nervous, my dear madam" (merely nervous, indeed!
people never say, "her life is merely a curse to her"); "her system is
too low; we must throw in a little stimulant. She wants bracing, that is
all."
So spake Dr. ----; he was right, doubtless: but those few words sealed
his patient's doom. The glass of wine, warm, spicy wine, when she
returned from her wearying lessons, was so invigorating! The world grew
brighter as she drank; she had fresh hope, fresh strength. Again she
sipped, and again she worked--little dreaming she was laying the
foundation of a fearful habit. Do not blame her too severely, madam.
Wait till your whole frame is over-tasked either in action or endurance,
till the world seems a blank before you; or worse, a cold, dreary,
stagnant pond--you need not be poor to feel all this--then, when the cup
is sanctioned by a mother, nay, ordered by your physician; when you
quaff it and find your chilled energies renewed, your blood dancing in
your veins, happy thoughts, gleams of sunshine crowding on your
mind--then, if you can refuse a second draught, you are most happy. Be
blest, even in your admirable firmness; but oh, pity, be merciful even
to the drunkard!
She did not become that despicable thing at once; the path is slow
though sure; it was long ere she reached its inevitable termination.
"Wine gladdeneth the heart of man;" far be it from us to blame the
generous juice which our Lord himself sanctioned by his first miracle
and last command, "this do in memory of me;" it is the abuse, not the
use, we deprecate; but there are some who insensibly become its
slave--Rosa was one of these. The glass of wine gave so much strength,
that instead of taking it sparingly, she flew to it on every demand on
her tried energies. Her mother, seeing the benefit she derived from it,
feeling how much was dependent on her, had not courage to check her, and
was the first to offer it to her, never thinking of the fatal craving
she was encouraging. No one suspected the gifted, animated girl we all
so admired, of this degrading propensity; no one thought the sparkling
eloquence which charmed our tiresome lessons, the fanciful sketches, now
of fairies floating among green leaves and flowers, where reality and
imagination were gracefully blended, or of some cool glade and ivy
capped tower which led us far from towns and man; but all beautiful,
tender, and pure in their design; no one thought all these were inspired
by the poison which debases us lower than the brute creation. No, Rosa
Lindsay was a creature to be loved, admired, respected, emulated. What
is she now? What indeed?
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