Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
Mrs. R. was right. Nothing could be more faultless than the easy grace
with which Amy presided at her husband's table, or mixed in the gay
circles of fashionable amusement. With perfect truth, I could
congratulate her mother on this point, but I felt a kind of wonder, well
as I knew Mrs. R., to observe what unmingled satisfaction it afforded
her. She evidently considered that nothing was wanting to the complete
_success_ of this marriage. Poor woman! she soon changed her opinion
most woefully!
Louisa was still poorly; she had rallied for a while, but now seemed to
droop more than ever. I often went to spend the evening with her when
Mrs. R. and Amy were from home, and very dear had these hours become to
me. The prospect of eternity had opened to that young spirit, and it
had caused a rapid development of the noblest powers of the soul. With
the waking of the spiritual nature, the intellect had been aroused also,
and, animated by these powers, she was a different being. No wonder when
her mother caught her cheerful smile, or her beaming eye, that she
believed her convalescent, and I, for one, could not destroy the
illusion.
One evening when I had left Amy in the hands of her maid, preparing to
go out to dine, I went into the library to look for a book which I had
promised to read to Louisa that evening, and felt a little disconcerted
to find Mr. Lennox seated by the fire, with his arms folded, and
apparently so completely engrossed by his reflections as scarcely to
notice my entrance. As I had believed him to be preparing to accompany
Amy, I had by no means expected to find him here, and I explained my
errand somewhat apologetically. He started from his reverie, and rising,
completed my astonishment by requesting five minutes' conversation.
"Are you not going out?" I asked.
"Out? Oh, I had forgotten. No, not tonight."
There was something in his whole manner that alarmed me. "What is the
matter?" said I, and I believe I changed color, and said something about
my brother.
"Don't be alarmed," said he, "no one is in trouble or danger but my
unfortunate self, and, through me, poor Amy. To be plain with you, Miss
R., for I believe I may speak out to you, without apprehending a fit of
fainting or hysterics, I am a ruined man. Mind," he added, quickly, and
a look of manly dignity replaced the troubled expression of his brow and
eye, "I use the word in its ordinary, conventional signification. You
and I would call no man ruined, in the literal sense of the word, who
retained his honor unstained, and the vigor of his head and the strength
of his hand unimpaired."
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