Harper's New Monthly Magazine: No. XVI.—September, 1851—Vol. III.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine: No. XVI.—September, 1851—Vol. III.
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
After her mother's death, Janet found her hands over-full of work, when
her heart was, as she thought, over-full of care. She did not know how
much more she could bear. There were two children now, and another
coming. Fine children they were; and the eldest was her pride and
comfort. He was beginning to prattle; and never was speech so pretty as
his. His father loved to carry him about in his arms; and sometimes,
when he was far from sober, this child seemed to set his wits straight,
and soften his temper, in a sort of magical way. There was the drawback
that Raven would sometimes insist on having the boy with him when he was
by no means fit to have the charge of so young a child: but the mother
tried to trust that all would be well; and that God would watch over an
innocent little creature who was like an angel to his sinning parent.
She had not considered (as too many do not consider) that the "promises"
are given under conditions, and that it is impious to blame Providence
for disasters when the conditions are not observed. The promises, as she
had heard them at chapel, dwelt on her mind, and gave her great comfort
in dark seasons; and it would have been a dreary word to her if any one
had reminded her that they might fail through man's neglect and sin. She
had some severe lessons on this head, however. It was pleasant to hear
that day and night, seed-time and harvest, should not cease; and when
difficulties pressed, she looked on the dear old fields, and thought of
this: but, to say nothing of what day and night were often to her--the
day as black to her spirits as night, and the night as sleepless as the
day--seed-time was nothing, if her husband was too ill or too lazy to
sow his land; and the harvest month was worse than nothing if there was
no crop: and there was no true religion in trusting that her babes would
be safe if she put them into the hands of a drunkard, who was as likely
as not to do them a mischief. And so she too sadly learned. One day,
Raven insisted on carrying the boy with him into the barn. He staggered,
stumbled, dashed the child's head against the door-post, and let him
fall. It was some minutes before the boy cried; and when he did, what a
relief it was! But, O! that cry! It went on for days and nights, with an
incessant prattle. When at last he slept, and the doctor hoped there
would be no lasting mischief, the prattle went on in his sleep, till his
mother prayed that he might become silent, and look like himself again.
He became silent; but he never more looked like himself. After he seemed
to be well, he dropped one pretty word after another--very slowly--week
by week, for long months; but the end of it was that he grew up a dumb
idiot.
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