Harper's New Monthly Magazine: No. XVI.—September, 1851—Vol. III. — John Shaqi
Harper's New Monthly Magazine: No. XVI.—September, 1851—Vol. III.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine: No. XVI.—September, 1851—Vol. III.
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president that he sought rather to obstruct than to aid the aspirations
of the young officer. His situation became daily more painful, as his
scanty funds were rapidly failing. He even formed the plan of going to
Turkey to offer his services to the Grand Seignior. "How singular it
would be," said he, at this time, to a companion, "if a little Corsican
officer were to become king of Jerusalem!"
One gloomy night at St. Helena, when Napoleon, unable to sleep, was
endeavoring to beguile the weary hours by conversation, he narrated the
following anecdote, illustrative of his destitution and his distress in
these early days of adversity. "I was, at this period, on one occasion
suffering from that extreme depression of spirits which suspend the
faculties of the brain, and render life a burden too heavy to be borne.
I had just received a letter from my mother, revealing to me the utter
destitution into which she was plunged. She had been compelled to flee
from the war with which Corsica was desolated, and was then at
Marseilles, with no means of subsistence, and having naught but her
heroic virtues to defend the honor of her daughters against the misery
and the corruption of all kinds existing in the manners of that epoch of
social chaos. I also, deprived of my salary and with exhausted
resources, had but one single dollar in my pocket. Urged by animal
instinct to escape from prospects so gloomy and from sorrows so
unendurable, I wandered along the banks of the river, feeling that it
was unmanly to commit suicide, and yet unable to resist the temptation
to do so. In a few more moments I should have thrown myself into the
water, when I ran against an individual, dressed like a simple
mechanic, who, recognizing me, threw himself upon my neck, and cried,
'Is it you, Napoleon? How glad I am to see you again!' It was Démasis,
an old friend and former comrade of mine in the artillery regiment. He
had emigrated, and had afterward returned to France, in disguise, to see
his aged mother.
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