Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. XXIII.—April, 1852.—Vol. IV.: NoneVarious
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Mr. Tulkinghorn reads again. The heat is greater; my Lady screens her
face. Sir Leicester dozes, starts up suddenly, and cries, "Eh? what do
you say?"
"I say I am afraid," says Mr. Tulkinghorn, who has risen hastily, "that
Lady Dedlock is ill."
"Faint," my Lady murmurs, with white lips, "only that; but it is like
the faintness of death. Don't speak to me. Ring, and take me to my
room!"
Mr. Tulkinghorn retires into another chamber; bells ring, feet shuffle
and patter, silence ensues. Mercury at last begs Mr. Tulkinghorn to
return.
"Better now," quoth Sir Leicester, motioning the lawyer to sit down and
read to him alone. "I have been quite alarmed. I never knew my lady
swoon before. But the weather is extremely trying--and she really has
been bored to death down at our place in Lincolnshire."
CHAPTER III.--A PROGRESS.
I have a great deal of difficulty in beginning to write my portion of
these pages, for I know I am not clever. I always knew that. I can
remember, when I was a very little girl indeed, I used to say to my
doll, when we were alone together, "Now, Dolly, I am not clever, you
know very well, and you must be patient with me, like a dear!" And so
she used to sit propped up in a great arm-chair, with her beautiful
complexion and rosy lips, staring at me--or not so much at me, I think,
as at nothing--while I busily stitched away, and told her every one of
my secrets.
My dear old doll! I was such a shy little thing that I seldom dared to
open my lips, and never dared to open my heart, to any body else. It
almost makes me cry to think what a relief it used to be to me, when I
came home from school of a day, to run up stairs to my room, and say, "O
you dear faithful Dolly, I knew you would be expecting me!" and then to
sit down on the floor, leaning on the elbow of her great chair, and tell
her all I had noticed since we parted. I had always rather a noticing
way--not a quick way, O no!--a silent way of noticing what passed before
me, and thinking I should like to understand it better. I have not by
any means a quick understanding. When I love a person very tenderly
indeed, it seems to brighten. But even that may be my vanity.
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