Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. XXIII.—April, 1852.—Vol. IV.: NoneVarious
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. XXIII.—April, 1852.—Vol. IV.: None
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American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
We were twelve boarders, and there were two Miss Donnys, twins. It was
understood that I would have to depend, by-and-by, on my qualifications
as a governess; and I was not only instructed in every thing that was
taught at Greenleaf, but was very soon engaged in helping to instruct
others. Although I was treated in every other respect like the rest of
the school, this single difference was made in my case from the first.
As I began to know more, I taught more, and so in course of time I had
plenty to do, which I was very fond of doing, because it made the dear
girls fond of me. At last, whenever a new pupil came, who was a little
downcast and unhappy, she was so sure--indeed I don't know why--to make
a friend of me, that all new-comers were confided to my care. They said
I was so gentle; but I am sure _they_ were! I often thought of the
resolution I had made on my birth-day, to try to be industrious,
contented, and true-hearted, and to do some good to some one, and win
some love if I could; and indeed, indeed, I felt almost ashamed to have
done so little, and have won so much.
I passed at Greenleaf six happy, quiet years. I never saw in any face
there, thank Heaven, on my birthday, that it would have been better if I
had never been born. When the day came round, it brought me so many
tokens of affectionate remembrance, that my room was beautiful with them
from New-Year's Day to Christmas.
In those six years I had never been away, except on visits at holiday
time in the neighborhood. After the first six months or so, I had taken
Miss Donny's advice in reference to the propriety of writing to Mr.
Kenge, to say that I was happy and grateful; and, with her approval, I
had written such a letter. I had received a formal answer acknowledging
its receipt, and saying, "We note the contents thereof, which shall be
duly communicated to our client." After that, I sometimes heard Miss
Donny and her sister mention how regularly my accounts were paid; and
about twice a year I ventured to write a similar letter. I always
received by return of post exactly the same answer, in the same round
hand; with the signature of Kenge and Carboy in another writing, which I
supposed to be Mr. Kenge's.
It seems so curious to me to be obliged to write all this about
myself!--as if this narrative were the narrative of _my_ life! But my
little body will soon fall into the background now.
Six quiet years (I find I am saying it for the second time) I had passed
at Greenleaf, seeing in those around me, as it might be in a
looking-glass, every stage of my own growth and change there, when, one
November morning, I received this letter. I omit the date.
_Old Square, Lincoln's Inn._
_Madam,_
_Jarndyce and Jarndyce._
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