Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. XXIII.—April, 1852.—Vol. IV.: NoneVarious
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. XXIII.—April, 1852.—Vol. IV.: None
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_Our clt Mr. Jarndyce being abt to rece into his house, under an
Order of the Ct of Chy, a Ward of the Ct in this cause, for whom he
wishes to secure an elgble compn, directs us to inform you that he
will be glad of your serces in the afsd capacity._
_We have arrngd for your being forded, carriage free, pr eight
o'clock coach from Reading, on Monday morning next, to White Horse
Cellar, Piccadilly, London, where one of our clks will be in waiting
to convey you to our offe as above._
_We are, Madam,_
_Your obed^t Serv^ts,_
_Kenge and Carboy._
_Miss Esther Summerson._
O, never, never, never shall I forget the emotion this letter caused in
the house! It was so tender in them to care so much for me; it was so
gracious in that Father who had not forgotten me, to have made my orphan
way so smooth and easy, and to have inclined so many youthful natures
toward me; that I could hardly bear it. Not that I would have had them
less sorry--I am afraid not; but the pleasure of it, and the pain of it,
and the pride and joy of it, and the humble regret of it, were so
blended, that my heart seemed almost breaking while it was full of
rapture.
The letter gave me only five days' notice of my removal. When every
minute added to the proofs of love and kindness that were given me in
those five days; and when at last the morning came, and when they took
me through all the rooms, that I might see them for the last time; and
when some cried "Esther, dear, say good-by to me here, at my bedside,
where you first spoke so kindly to me!" and when others asked me only to
write their names, "With Esther's love;" and when they all surrounded mo
with their parting presents, and clung to me weeping, and cried, "What
shall we do when dear Esther's gone!" and when I tried to tell them how
forbearing, and how good they had all been to me, and how I blessed, and
thanked them every one; what a heart I had!
And when the two Miss Donnys grieved as much to part with me, as the
least among them; and when the maids said, "Bless you, miss, wherever
you go!" and when the ugly lame old gardener, who I thought had hardly
noticed me in all those years, came panting after the coach to give me a
little nosegay of geraniums, and told me I had been the light of his
eyes--indeed the old man said so!--what a heart I had then!
And could I help it, if with all this, and the coming to the little
school, and the unexpected sight of the poor children outside waving
their hats and bonnets to me, and of a gray-headed gentleman and lady,
whose daughter I had helped to teach, and at whose house I had visited
(who were said to be the proudest people in all that country), caring
for nothing but calling out "Good-by, Esther. May you be very happy!"
could I help it if I was quite bowed down in the coach by myself, and
said, "O, I am so thankful, I am so thankful!" many times over!
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