Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850 — John Shaqi
Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
My father's history about this period is involved in such obscurity, and
his second marriage followed so rapidly on the death of his first wife,
that, strange as it may seem, I never knew who was my mother--the lineal
descendant of a house, noble before the Crusades, or the humble
"bourgeoise" of the Quartier St. Denis. What peculiar line of political
action my father followed I am unable to say, nor whether he was
suspected with or without due cause: but suspected he certainly was, and
at a time when suspicion was all-sufficient for conviction. He was
arrested, and thrown into the Temple, where I remember I used to visit
him every week; and whence I accompanied him one morning, as he was led
forth with a string of others to the Place de la Grève, to be
guillotined. I believe he was accused of royalism; and I know that a
white cockade was found among his effects, and in mockery was fastened
on his shoulder on the day of his execution. This emblem, deep dyed with
blood, and still dripping, was taken up by a bystander, and pinned on my
cap, with the savage observation, "Voila, it is the proper color; see
that you profit by the way it became so." As with a bursting heart, and
a head wild with terror, I turned to find my way homeward, I felt my
hand grasped by another--I looked up, and saw an old man, whose
threadbare black clothes and emaciated appearance bespoke the priest in
the times of the Convention.
"You have no home now, my poor boy," said he to me; "come and share
mine."
I did not ask him why. I seemed to have suddenly become reckless as to
every thing present or future. The terrible scene I had witnessed had
dried up all the springs of my youthful heart; and, infant as I was, I
was already a skeptic as to every thing good or generous in human
nature. I followed him, therefore, without a word, and we walked on,
leaving the thoroughfares and seeking the less frequented streets, till
we arrived in what seemed a suburban part of Paris--at least the houses
were surrounded with trees and shrubs; and at a distance I could see the
hill of Montmartre and its wind-mills--objects well known to me by many
a Sunday visit.
Even after my own home, the poverty of the Père Michel's household was
most remarkable: he had but one small room, of which a miserable
settle-bed, two chairs, and a table constituted all the furniture; there
was no fire-place, a little pan for charcoal supplying the only means
for warmth or cookery; a crucifix and a few colored prints of saints
decorated the whitewashed walls; and, with a string of wooden beads, a
cloth skull-cap, and a bracket with two or three books, made up the
whole inventory of his possessions; and yet, as he closed the door
behind him, and drew me toward him to kiss my cheek, the tears glistened
in his eyes with gratitude as he said,
"Now, my dear Maurice, you are at home."
"How do you know that I am called Maurice?" said I, in astonishment.
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