Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850Various
General
Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
respect as she passed in or out of the chapel. She was a very old lady,
with hair white as snow, and who led by the hand a little girl of about
my own age; her large dark eyes and brilliant complexion giving her a
look of unearthly beauty in that assemblage of furrowed cheeks, and eyes
long dimmed by weeping. It was not alone that her features were
beautifully regular, or that their lines were fashioned in the very
perfection of symmetry, but there was a certain character in the
expression of the face so different from all around it, as to be almost
electrical in effect. Untouched by the terrible calamities that weighed
on every heart, she seemed, in the glad buoyancy of her youth, to be at
once above the very reach of sorrow, like one who bore a charmed fate,
and whom Fortune had exempted from all the trials of this life. So at
least did I read those features, as they beamed upon me in such a
contract to the almost stern character of the sad and sorrow-struck
faces of the rest.
It was a part of my duty to place a foot-stool each morning for the
"Marquise," as she was distinctively called, and on these occasions it
was that I used to gaze upon that little girl's face with a kind of
admiring wonder that lingered in my heart for hours after. The bold look
with which she met mine, if it at first half abashed, at length
encouraged me; and as I stole noiselessly away, I used to feel as though
I carried with me some portion of that high hope which bounded within
her own heart. Strange magnetism! it seemed as though her spirit
whispered to me not to be down-hearted or depressed--that the sorrows
of life came and went as shadows pass over the earth--that the season of
mourning was fast passing, and that for us the world would wear a
brighter and more glorious aspect.
Such were the thoughts her dark eyes revealed to me, and such the hopes
I caught up from her proud features.
It is easy to color a life of monotony; any hue may soon tinge the outer
surface, and thus mine speedily assumed a hopeful cast; not the less
decided, that the distance was lost in vague uncertainty. The nature of
my studies--and the Père kept me rigidly to the desk--offered little to
the discursiveness of fancy. The rudiments of Greek and Latin, the lives
of saints and martyrs, the litanies of the church, the invocations
peculiar to certain holy days, chiefly filled up my time, when not
sharing those menial offices which our poverty exacted from our own
hands.
Our life was of the very simplest; except a cup of coffee each morning
at daybreak, we took but one meal; our drink was always water. By what
means even the humble fare we enjoyed was procured, I never knew, for I
never saw money in the Père's possession, nor did he ever appear to buy
any thing.
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