Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850Various
General
Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
Edgar could not but rejoice. He was an excellent young fellow, and
excessively in love with the charming Catherine, you may be sure, or he
never would have thought of offering to abandon a profession for her
sake in which he had distinguished himself highly--which opened to him
the fairest prospects, and of which he was especially fond--but he was
not sorry to be excused. He had resolved upon this sacrifice, for there
is something in those who truly love, and whose love is elevated almost
to adoration by the moral worth they have observed in the chosen one,
which revolts at the idea of lowering the tone of that enthusiastic
goodness and self-immolation to principle which has so enchanted them.
Edgar could not do it. He could not attempt to persuade this tender,
generous daughter, to consider her own welfare and his, in preference
to that of her parents. He could only offer, on his own part, to make
the greatest sacrifice which could have been demanded from him. Rather
than part from her what would he not do? Every thing was possible but
that.
However, when the mother positively refused to accept of this act of
self-abnegation, I can not say that he regretted it. No: he thought Mrs.
Melwyn quite right in what she said; and he loved and respected both her
character and understanding very much more than he had done before.
* * * * *
That night Mrs. Melwyn was very, very low indeed. And when she went up
into her dressing-room, and Catherine, having kissed her tenderly, with
a heart quite divided between anxiety for her, and a sense of happiness
that would make itself felt in spite of all, had retired to her room,
the mother sat down, poor thing, in the most comfortable arm-chair that
ever was invented, but which imparted no comfort to her; and placing
herself by a merry blazing fire, which was reflected from all sorts of
cheerful pretty things with which the dressing-room was adorned, her
feet upon a warm, soft footstool of Catherine's own working, her elbow
resting upon her knee, and her head upon her hand, she, with her eyes
bent mournfully upon the fire, began crying very much. And so she sat a
long time, thinking and crying, very sorrowful, but not in the least
repenting. Meditating upon all sorts of dismal things, filled with all
kinds of melancholy forebodings, as to how it would, and must be, when
Catherine was really gone, she sank at last into a sorrowful reverie,
and sate quite absorbed in her own thoughts, till she--who was extremely
punctual in her hour of going to bed--for reasons best known to herself,
though never confided to any human being, namely, that her maid disliked
very much sitting up for her--started as the clock in the hall sounded
eleven and two quarters, and almost with the trepidation of a chidden
child, rose and rang the bell. Nobody came. This made her still more
uneasy. It was Randall's custom not to answer her mistress's bell the
first time, when she was cross. And poor Mrs.
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